A confession
Hi, my name is Ariel and I'm *still* addicted to cigarettes. 
*sigh*
Yep, much more stress added to my life. When I'm not so stressed, the e-cigs are great. I love the different tastes. I love the way my health gets better. I love being able to vape inside.
But yeah, the last month or so has been excessively stressful, and so I've gone back to about 75% analogs and 25% vaping.
Excuses? Yeah, got those. The comfort factor of going back to the old and familiar. The (apparently) faster and stronger nic hit. Because when I'm about to tear off my own head it's faster to grab an analog than screw around with the equipment. Etc etc. ad nauseum. *sigh*
I think it will be better after tomorrow, when one MAJOR source of stress will be eliminated. That's the hope anyway.
Lately every time I plonk down the $$$ for a pack of smokes, all I can think of is the equipment it would have bought.
And so, I'm making a much stronger effort to turn the smoking back around to vaping once again.
It's just like starting vaping again, only with a lot more knowledge and experience. I can't wait until my smoker's hack dies down AGAIN.
Eh, I need to make a much stronger effort to get my life back on track, but that's another story entirely.
At least I never broke down to the point where I bought a whole carton at once, the way I used to do.
*sigh*
Yep, much more stress added to my life. When I'm not so stressed, the e-cigs are great. I love the different tastes. I love the way my health gets better. I love being able to vape inside.
But yeah, the last month or so has been excessively stressful, and so I've gone back to about 75% analogs and 25% vaping.
Excuses? Yeah, got those. The comfort factor of going back to the old and familiar. The (apparently) faster and stronger nic hit. Because when I'm about to tear off my own head it's faster to grab an analog than screw around with the equipment. Etc etc. ad nauseum. *sigh*
I think it will be better after tomorrow, when one MAJOR source of stress will be eliminated. That's the hope anyway.
Lately every time I plonk down the $$$ for a pack of smokes, all I can think of is the equipment it would have bought.
And so, I'm making a much stronger effort to turn the smoking back around to vaping once again.
It's just like starting vaping again, only with a lot more knowledge and experience. I can't wait until my smoker's hack dies down AGAIN.
Eh, I need to make a much stronger effort to get my life back on track, but that's another story entirely.
At least I never broke down to the point where I bought a whole carton at once, the way I used to do.
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