I'm making this my first blog as I feel my life has been profoundly touched in this past week.I respect everyones right to believe as you wish but I'm writing this to share and maybe give some one hope.Last week on the 13th I woke up and realized I forgot it was my sons birthday,not a big deal but this was the day I felt I could sink no lower,that I could'nt take one more negitive in my life.Broke ,could'nt pay the rent,my health problems worsening.This was also the day I had my first serious thought ...