So I'm trying again.
Cigarettes to me are like a lover that I know is bad for me but who I am morbidly drawn to (perhaps more because I know I shouldn't). I do think there's something more than nicotine that I'm dependent on. Heck, last time I tried to quit by vaping I nicOD'd and wanted a cigarette WHILE I was shaking and ready to vomit. However, last time I tried I did get down to about 2-3 smokes a day. If I had stuck to it I'm sure I could've quit.
This time I know a lot more about what I'm doing. I know what nic levels I work with best and my limits. I know what kind of flavors I prefer. This can only be a good thing.
I'm going through some personal issues and I feel the spiral of depression around me. Perhaps a low dosage anti-depressant will help with the state I'm in as well as the withdrawal. One can hope.
Cigarettes to me are like a lover that I know is bad for me but who I am morbidly drawn to (perhaps more because I know I shouldn't). I do think there's something more than nicotine that I'm dependent on. Heck, last time I tried to quit by vaping I nicOD'd and wanted a cigarette WHILE I was shaking and ready to vomit. However, last time I tried I did get down to about 2-3 smokes a day. If I had stuck to it I'm sure I could've quit.
This time I know a lot more about what I'm doing. I know what nic levels I work with best and my limits. I know what kind of flavors I prefer. This can only be a good thing.
I'm going through some personal issues and I feel the spiral of depression around me. Perhaps a low dosage anti-depressant will help with the state I'm in as well as the withdrawal. One can hope.
