Feeling really low

Spoke with my mother tonight. She lives in Japan, I live in Florida.

She's been diagnosed with terminal cancer. Doctors told her she has 6 months, maybe a little more to live.
So you can imagine I'm feeling pretty bad right now,...actually pretty numb.
Don't look forward to all this setting in after the shock wears off.

And to top it off I really have no way to get over and see her before she dies. Its costly to fly halfway around the world.

She has never had the chance to meet her grand-daughter in person.

She's going to go through it all all alone without me there.

I may not be very active here for awhile.

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My thanks to those who have reached out to comfort me and offered their prayers. Is truly appreciated.
 

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