I had a bad day, I guess. I think I was really more bored than anything else. I've been off the analogs almost completely, but today I completely bombed. I woke up, wanted a cigarette. My partner left for work, and left behind 2 cigarettes for me. I chained them one after the other. The thing was I didn't really want them, and honestly they tasted so bad. But the thought of those two cigarettes sitting there, waiting to be smoked, it was too much pressure and I just had to get rid of them.
I know we all have set backs from time to time, and I am paying for my cigarette binge today. I now have a killer headache and toothache, my stomach hurts, my hair smells bad, ...
I guess this should be a day to remember the next time I pick up an analog. I like being a nonsmoker, I just never thought I could do it. I am getting there though, slowly but surely
I know we all have set backs from time to time, and I am paying for my cigarette binge today. I now have a killer headache and toothache, my stomach hurts, my hair smells bad, ...
I guess this should be a day to remember the next time I pick up an analog. I like being a nonsmoker, I just never thought I could do it. I am getting there though, slowly but surely
