I feel so guilty. For the past week I have had HUGE analog cravings. I don't know why. My stress level was high, but then again it usually is. And I finally gave in and bummed an analog off my mother tonight. She warned me they were not 'fresh'. I don't think it would have mattered if they were fresh or not. Almost four months cig free! I took it outside, lit up, inhaled and about gagged. VILE! Analogs are VILE! I toughed out two more drags and frantically put the thing out. I have tried everything. Toothpaste, coffee, pepsi... I still taste the darn thing.
I wanna cry.
I guess this teaches a valuable lesson: never return to that which you already knew was bad all around. At least my analog craving is gone.
