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Just need to vent

I'm so peed off now I can't see straight. I work all day while the hens sleep. I, work, get home and the old woman,(who is the mother of the Lady I love more than life), is just gripping about what's for dinner and it has to be at a certain time. I'm sorry. I don't live on a time frame. I've been up for over 14 hours and all she can think about is her belly. She has things to eat that she can get. What ticks me off the most is that I can go all day at work without a analog, and when I get home the first thing she does is light a cigarette. Well that make me fail. Then I start smoking like I use to. I'm not making any headway with this.
When I go to my bores nest (my bedroom), she thinks something is wrong with me. If I go get a drink from the kitchen all she does is ask what's wrong?

I cared for my own Father and this old woman gets better treatment from me than he did. I'm doing laundry and also trying to get things done for the shop so I can help make a profit and provide information to those who need to know.

Your belly isn't my concern at the moment.
Well at least there arn't anymore holes in the walls, like when I got mad at my Father.
My sweetie comes home and she doesn't understand why I'm frustrated.

I GAVE this woman 3 pv's and let her pick her own juice. I bought a nice holder in her favorite color (purple), and she won't touch any of them. When I say something the first thing she does is light a cigarette.
Well that doesn't help me.
But then no one said life was easy or fair.

Then my Sweetie gets mad when I say something to either of them. I think I'll just stay in the bores nest for a couple of days. Come out for food and then return. Maybe it will be good for me. Who knows.

I should have gone out in a blaze of glory when I was 25.
Would have been a lot less stressful.
(not serious about that btw)
I got to much to live for. I got the best little Lady in the whole wide world.
Well it's off my chest for now. Thanks all.

  1. I'm ready to admit it.

    by , 10-28-2012 at 07:46 PM (Just need to vent)
    Ok after vaping since last month, there have been some times that I was really proud of myself. I finally figured out that if I want an analog I could have one. I've stopped buying cartons of analogs. I use to go through 2.5 cartons a week. Yea I smoked all the time. I came to the realization that; I'm scared to lose them. I admit it. I get scared everytime a pack runs out. I know I don't have to buy another one but I'm scared to be without. I've thought about this since I started vaping. ...
  2. Well it's been a good few days

    by , 10-11-2012 at 12:55 AM (Just need to vent)
    Since my last blog I just wanted to remind myself that this can be done. Came down with the flu about 4 days ago. Yea I tried to smoke like I use to when I got sick but it just didn't work. It seems to me that the vaping is more pleasure and crave curving than the ole analogs. I'm not completly there yet but getting really close. This place is fantastic. I just need to find the toy I love and go with it. Got a tank ordered in the mail and I'll see what kind of difference it makes. I went ...
  3. And I didn't even realize that I had done it.

    by , 10-03-2012 at 01:02 PM (Just need to vent)
    Sorry this is my first blog, so excuse me if I ramble. I'm a creature of habit. I do the same thing every day and every night. I have my routine down and it works for me.
    When I woke up at 3am this morning to get ready for work. The first thing I have always done ever since I can remember is to reach for a analog. Better explain a bit. I have to wear glasses to see and at 3am you can guess that it's pretty dark outside. I reached for my 2 packs of analogs that always sit on the headboard ...