Sorry for this long note but is important please my good friend. I hate to say it but about 2 months ago I got tired of fighting just to live every day. I stopped doing everything and have just been laying in bed waiting for my time to end.
That isn't the real me and you know that but I must be honest to you. I even stopped making coils for my Ody and used my UFS with cartos. I had given up on the greatest gift God gives - life.
Yesterday, my wife made me open my mail and in one envelope was the top half of my 008 P&P, my Penelope. I don't know why for sure but I started to cry inside. I have always said every GG has a piece of Imeo in it and it is true.
I took it apart and saw the awesome design and work of it and the nice wings on the tank. I suddenly felt ashamed I had given up on life as I was holding a part of my good friend in my hand. I made myself get from bed.
I cleaned it and made a coil and the tired feeling from fighting for life seemed to go away. I had to write to not only say thank you for the gift of the P&P but for what you have shown me over the last year.
I was up all day today and am thinking more clear. I do know that your work has saved more than my lungs Imeo. I feel determined again to fight until my time is done. Sorry I got so awful with my thinking but I wanted you to know.
God willing, I will be back among my friends thanks to you. My wife thanks you as well. I have much to catch up on but I am determined to stay back on the path as a warrior and not go without a fight. I love you like a brother for all you do!