This is a pm from Major. As you see this guy needs our support. We can make him feel better if we say "good morning" to him every day. We must be as close to him as possible
Good morning Steve. Life is good and we are all next to you buddy!Sorry for this long note but is important please my good friend. I hate to say it but about 2 months ago I got tired of fighting just to live every day. I stopped doing everything and have just been laying in bed waiting for my time to end.
That isn't the real me and you know that but I must be honest to you. I even stopped making coils for my Ody and used my UFS with cartos. I had given up on the greatest gift God gives - life.
Yesterday, my wife made me open my mail and in one envelope was the top half of my 008 P&P, my Penelope. I don't know why for sure but I started to cry inside. I have always said every GG has a piece of Imeo in it and it is true.
I took it apart and saw the awesome design and work of it and the nice wings on the tank. I suddenly felt ashamed I had given up on life as I was holding a part of my good friend in my hand. I made myself get from bed.
I cleaned it and made a coil and the tired feeling from fighting for life seemed to go away. I had to write to not only say thank you for the gift of the P&P but for what you have shown me over the last year.
I was up all day today and am thinking more clear. I do know that your work has saved more than my lungs Imeo. I feel determined again to fight until my time is done. Sorry I got so awful with my thinking but I wanted you to know.
God willing, I will be back among my friends thanks to you. My wife thanks you as well. I have much to catch up on but I am determined to stay back on the path as a warrior and not go without a fight. I love you like a brother for all you do!