The only time I gave up in 48 years of smoking was for 12 months - 1986-87, having my daughter and till she was off breast milk. I binged on cocoa throughout the pregnancy! Had no wish to smoke because my conscience had me by the scruff of the neck on that one. Afterwards even when I started smoking again, I had a lot of trouble with swollen ankles, which stopped me ever resuming the mile a day jogging habit I had had previously.
Now I stopped nic 22 years later by accident, and guess what - swollen ankles, much worse this time though. But the mental slow down along with the continual physical problems was really depressing, and so is the worry about getting back to work. I feel far better with an occasional snus and whatever nic liquid I fancy. Sharp again mentally, and have started reading novels as avidly as I used to before the summer but not back to my usual levels in the gym yet. But regaining the ability to walk to the gym was a good start, and that returned after resuming the nic. Still wearing pressure bandages on the legs.
Hope this helps document something, but I'm not sure what it means. My BP and chest XRay are normal and bloods are normal except white cell ratios last month showed a continuing fight against a viral infection of unknown sort - no-one is gonna waste money on diagnosing that cos it would be too complex to do.
Best,
C.



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