If at first you don't succeed...

[a2dcovert]

Well, I have decided to rewind the game and start fresh. If I had known 10 months ago what I know now the outcome would have been different. I simply waited too long to admit that it wasn't working and I just couldn't save it. As we have discussed at length several times, the lack of WTA is responsible for depression in some people. I am one of those people. I tried several methods to attempt to make up for my loss of WTA and the problem just got worse and I did end up with an OD of nic twice and still was losing ground to the problem. There seemed to be no way to save it, so I bailed out and pulled the rip cord.

Now I know that I am getting what I need and I have a stable and calm presence once again. So, what now? Now I will begin again, with my chemicals in balance. This time I will start with snus and slowly replace my WTA with the snus and gradually make the switch. This time watching for the tell-tale signs of slipage and OD. I'm not sure how much role the e-cig will play but I will definately lower the nic and just use it as the physical placebo it really is. I'll take it one step at a time, this time with my eyes wide open.

I don't think I wasted the last 10 months of my time. I have learned a lot more than I ever wanted to know about addiction to smoking. I hope I can take that knowledge and the other things that I know we will discover here in this forum and be successful this time. We are making very good progress here and have a lot of help from some truely bright individuals.

So here's to new beginnings...

[olderthandirt]

Song from a few years back a2d. Something to the effect of;
"every new beginning is some other new beginnings end"

Ya come out the other side breathing then the time spent is indeed not wasted.

Ready ta add snuff to the mix?

[a2dcovert]

Song from a few years back a2d. Something to the effect of;
"every new beginning is some other new beginnings end"

Ya come out the other side breathing then the time spent is indeed not wasted.

Ready ta add snuff to the mix?

I don't know about the snuff stuff just yet OTD. At this point I'll just go with the snus and see how far that takes me.

[a2dcovert]

One important point is that my GI track reacts with nic from eJuice and pours on the acid. I haven't seen that happen with heavy use of snus. I think that is a significant break through for me, if it really is true.

[Stubby]

Way back somewhere in the are we getting it thread I mentioned to OTD that for those of us self-medicating with smoking it may not be a good idea to be messing around to much with the purified type nicotine via e-liquid. The MOAI's in tobacco could very likely be as important or more so then the straight nicotine. At this point we really don't have any hard evidence for it but there's some good leads pointing in that direction.

For myself I started feeling off any time I used the PV. More wired up then relaxed. Needless to say It's been collecting dust for over 7 months. I'll give some advice that is regularly given over at the snuson forum, and that is just let it happen naturally. If you feel like having a smoke do it and don't worry about it. Snus has the goods but it may take some time to get used to the delivery method. I still miss the quick hit of a smoke at times. Nothing is going to equal that instant feedback within seconds. But I adjusted and most times I feel that the slow delivery of snus is better then cigarettes.

The only thing that has suffered a bit is my art (a hobby not a livelihood) Have a smoke and I was completely focused. Not quite that intensity with snus but when the dry winter weather here in WI gets better this spring I'm going to try doing more nasal snuff when I'm doing the art thing and see if that works better.

In the end snus will win. The smokes don't have a chance.

[a2dcovert]

Way back somewhere in the are we getting it thread I mentioned to OTD that for those of us self-medicating with smoking it may not be a good idea to be messing around to much with the purified type nicotine via e-liquid. The MOAI's in tobacco could very likely be as important or more so then the straight nicotine. At this point we really don't have any hard evidence for it but there's some good leads pointing in that direction.

For myself I started feeling off any time I used the PV. More wired up then relaxed. Needless to say It's been collecting dust for over 7 months. I'll give some advice that is regularly given over at the snuson forum, and that is just let it happen naturally. If you feel like having a smoke do it and don't worry about it. Snus has the goods but it may take some time to get used to the delivery method. I still miss the quick hit of a smoke at times. Nothing is going to equal that instant feedback within seconds. But I adjusted and most times I feel that the slow delivery of snus is better then cigarettes.

The only thing that has suffered a bit is my art (a hobby not a livelihood) Have a smoke and I was completely focused. Not quite that intensity with snus but when the dry winter weather here in WI gets better this spring I'm going to try doing more nasal snuff when I'm doing the art thing and see if that works better.

In the end snus will win. The smokes don't have a chance.

Lots of agreement here Stubby. I am feeling like I used to feel now. I do a lot of high tech work and problem solving. My diagnostic abilities were always enhanced by smoking. I had more energy mentally and was not a big procrastinator, well not a big one anyway.

Going to try to keep my eye on the ball this time.

[a2dcovert]

Time for an update. Plan B is working very well. Doing snus as the primary source and vaping as secondary. Snus is a lot easier to do on the run too.

Ordered my first nasal snuff today. That will be a new experience with that. That may be hard to do on the road but will see. I do a lot of driving in my job.

Things are looking good.

[mwahle1]

I just started using snus and it did give me that “relaxed” feeling I have not felt since I quit smoking. Vaping is definitely my main arsenal in my no-smoking tool box since I loved smoking; the hand-to-mouth movement, the feeling in my throat and lungs, the social aspect, and of course the nicotine. Vaping satisfies all these needs. However, the snus is definitely satisfying a desire that vaping cannot. Combining the two together, will give anybody the best chance of success.

[slybootz]

I just started using snus and it did give me that “relaxed” feeling I have not felt since I quit smoking. Vaping is definitely my main arsenal in my no-smoking tool box since I loved smoking; the hand-to-mouth movement, the feeling in my throat and lungs, the social aspect, and of course the nicotine. Vaping satisfies all these needs. However, the snus is definitely satisfying a desire that vaping cannot. Combining the two together, will give anybody the best chance of success.

I agree! Vaping alone didn't do it for me, so I added snus awhile ago, and I was set! Recently I got some snuff, which has been great.. I actually switched from snus to snuff + vaping and I think it's the perfect combination for me! SUCCESS!!!

[angelique510]

I got some Stonewalls last week, and I seem to be doing a lot better with the anaologs. I have been taking a lot of Imodium, though. Is that a common side effect?

Vaping put only a slight dent in my anaolg usage, but after four months. I wasn't anywhere near quitting. There were times I vaped so much that I got nicotine poisoning. So my problem definately wasn't nicotine.

My isssue could also be psychological. If I went for a day or so without any analogs, I'd get a pack and then suck half of them down in one sitting. If it was strictly chemical, one or two should have taken care of me.

I am currently researching herbal means of getting the MAOIs. I'm trying to find that cup of herbal tea to have with a vape to hit the spot.

I feel dumb - what is WTA? I've seen it a couple of times before and didn't ask.

~A