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**ladysolitary85** · 01-19-2010, 11:30 AM

Well my dummy self made the mistake to drink last night.... and I told myself this was going to be my last pack of smokes.... without realizing I JUST smoked almost an entire pack in one day..... that's not what I planned on lmao! My plan was to make this my last pack but not kill the whole thing in one day!

My mind is thinking "Oh crap! I don't get paid til Wedsday! I need to look around the house for pennies!"

Then I realized my guy has a half a pack still.... My eyes shifted over to admire that pack of analogs sitting right next to me. I felt soooo sooo jealous. I keep thinking "You.... must share.... I've bought you packs in the past.... you must share..." Ever get those random flash backs? Yea well mine was the juicy fruit gum commercial "Sharing is Caring." If you don't have a clue what I'm talking about... youtube it lol. I felt the urges I had when I was a teenager sneaking a few from my mom.

I'm feeling very uncomfortable right now.... and its only been 3 hrs since I've had my last cigarette.... God I'm pitiful....I'm going to try my electric cigarette again to help ease my urges before I go on tearing up the apartment like a bear would. My bronchitis is nearly gone so I think I have a chance with it.

**CaptJay** · 01-19-2010, 11:35 AM

Dont call yourself pitiful - you slipped - it happens. I slipped today too - I ran out of juice (doh) and smoked about 10 analogs. I'm not thinking I'm pitiful, I'm thinking I kinda suck at forward planning

Tomorrow I don't plan to smoke 10 analogs, but if the worst happens and I do, well at least it wasn't 20, or 30. It's not the end of the world, don't think it is.
It's cool to be annoyed at yourself but its rather more an 'oh well what a bummer' moment imo, than a 'I hate myself' moment. Anything worth having (being smoke free) takes time and effort and we gotta be easy on ourselves if we hit a rock in the road now n then. Remember ROme wasn't built in a day (I need some new cliches, sheesh lol)
Today is new day

**ladysolitary85** · 01-19-2010, 11:40 AM

Thanks CaptJay I feel a little better now I just wish I had some 24 mg juice that is tasty at the moment. Wasn't all big on the RYE 4 or whatever their called. all I got on me is the 16 mg.... yikes!

**CaptJay** · 01-19-2010, 11:46 AM

Heh well I gotta say smoking the 10 has given a killer headache (go figure) and my chest feels tight too but what can ya do? Hopefully I get my juice tomorrow - at least smoking today has shown me why I wanted to give up (something I never considered before getting a PV) - I feel like crap and it feels like something died in my mouth lol. I know after I wake up later I'll be feeling as bad and/or coughing. Hopefully this will ensure I don't run out of juice again.
Just be kinder to yourself today and if you DO slip up - well - crap happens

**ladysolitary85** · 01-19-2010, 11:51 AM

I'll try, I'm just soooo glad I have 3 different e-cigs: SE, Blu and 510 (I think its modded and I can't bring myself to use it as much because of this bitter taste in the atty that just throws me off). I'll just have to deal with my juice that I have till I get paid and hopefully by then I can get some juice.... but I'm afraid of buying some crappy kind. Recommend a good place that has 24 mg?

**ZERO** · 01-19-2010, 11:53 AM

Your not alone, I am on my 19th day of being ZERO Smoke free...

Stay strong Lady!

**DWTaylor** · 02-01-2010, 06:20 AM

If push comes to shove and your not sure about the taste of the juice you want, try the DIY. get some lorann's I hear walmart, or any store that sells candy makings. get some glycerin from walmart in the healthcare area, mix a bottle with about 27 ml of glycerinl. the loranns I get is a dram. try it if ya like it you just add some nic juice. talk to supertrkre2812 he has alot of good reviews.

**ladysolitary85** · 02-01-2010, 06:26 PM

Originally Posted by pbtaylor

If push comes to shove and your not sure about the taste of the juice you want, try the DIY. get some lorann's I hear walmart, or any store that sells candy makings. get some glycerin from walmart in the healthcare area, mix a bottle with about 27 ml of glycerinl. the loranns I get is a dram. try it if ya like it you just add some nic juice. talk to supertrkre2812 he has alot of good reviews.

Thanks pbtaylor :-) Next time I'm around Walley World I'll have to explore that.

Yep, I'm still smoking analogs, I'm not giving up though, not by a long shot.

**CamelKicker** · 02-05-2010, 02:07 AM

Originally Posted by ladysolitary85

I'll try, I'm just soooo glad I have 3 different e-cigs: SE, Blu and 510 (I think its modded and I can't bring myself to use it as much because of this bitter taste in the atty that just throws me off). I'll just have to deal with my juice that I have till I get paid and hopefully by then I can get some juice.... but I'm afraid of buying some crappy kind. Recommend a good place that has 24 mg?

www.cignot.com has a decent selection of 24mg juice, fast shipping and great pricing to boot!

RY4 is my favorite right now ironically....

Check out the BASIC line it's new and has good reviews. The English Toffee is their own blend and is excellent (made with EcoPURE base)

I had a few analogs today too, but I am slowly losing the taste for them so don't beat yourself up too bad--it happens and I am only into week 3 of this journey!

**d4rk3** · 02-08-2010, 10:49 AM

Nhaler.com has my favorite juice. 24mg and 12mg.

I'm confused...you were waiting to vape until your bronchitis went away BUT you'll smoke while it's there?