I'll start. 18 days so far for me in Health and Medical Issues; I'm 38 and been smoking more than half my life. I started playing with it when I was 13, and ...
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I'll start. 18 days so far for me
I'm 38 and been smoking more than half my life. I started playing with it when I was 13, and by the time I was 17, I was a full pack a day smoker. I really enjoy smoking. It's like a meditative experience for me. I never thought I'd want to put them down. Over the last couple of years I started feeling it affecting my health. I'm very competitive and couldn't believe that I'd have to slow down to "catch my breath". I'm also a control freak, so being that I enjoyed this so much and never thought I wouldn't want to partake....I never thought I'd have a problem putting down the analogs. I mean I'm in control, right....so if I decided I don't want to do it any longer, I'll just quit. Boy was my world rocked. I'd lie in bed at night and think, tomorrow I'll quit. I did that for about 2 yrs. I'd have guilty feelings smoking, but I never tried any other aid. I wasn't just trying to kick the nic, so gums or patches wouldn't cut it. This 901 has been my lifesaver. I could still sit down and smoke a full pack of analogs. I did lite one on day 6 and took a couple of drags (but I quickly ran it under the faucet & threw it out). I'm so jealous of those who say they aren't good after a few days of vaping, because the one I lit was absolutely divine. BUT, I am on day 18 and I couldn't imagine this being possible for me without my e-cig. I made my own little banner. I haven't added it to my signature....but that has been so beneficial for me. I have it bookmarked and check in on it quite often and think I've come so far, I don't want to go back now. I sure hope I can stick with it. There have been a couple days towards the end of the first week that I didn't even vape much, but for the past few days I've been using it like crazy for some reason. Maybe I'm pushing lowering my nic intake to fast.
One other issue I have is that, as I mentioned, I am a control freak and because of that, I would have an ample supply of smokes all the time. Borderline hoarding - because it would wreck me if I happened to forget and run low and think I wasn't going to have enough until the next day. OMG, I would have internal arguments with myself about how silly it was for me to worry about such a minor thing when in only a few hours I could pick up more.....but I still worried and I still stayed pissed at myself for being concerned about it. And most the time I would end up getting dressed and going to the nearest 24hr store which is about a 15 mile drive. SO, I hope I can kick the nic too, because I don't want to go another however many years and find out I can't lay that down either. I don't want anything else to ever have this much control over me.
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That's a nice post Monie, thank you.
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Monie, brilliant post. It could have been mine, LOL, almost to the word. I`m 41, started at 19, and am on day 23 of stopping with the analogs. I used to keep 200 of them in the house at all times. I wanted to stop for my health, but enjoyed smoking sooo much i couldnt see myself doing it, till i got my 901.
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I like hearing stories like this. I'm in my mid-30s, smoking since my late teens. One of the things I've never cared for is ex-smokers who constantly elaborate on the horrors of smoking. As you correctly identified, it is indeed difficult to deal with the loss of self-control that an addiction entails. On the other hand, I have always embraced both the meditative "alone" experience of smoking as well as the social aspect when I am out. It is simply too easy to cast the entire process aside as evil or purely bad and it is for myself a real source of enjoyment and relaxation. I have yet to receive my dse901 but I look forward to hopefully being able to retain the good (flavor, relaxation, indulgence) and discarding the bad (tar, smell, impediment to breathing).
Thanks again for the post!
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Hi Everyone,
I'm now 36, and started smoking since high school. I tried to quit MANY times (cold turkey, the patch, and gum) I stopped for about a week with the patch but was back to about a pack a day.
I received my 901 on Friday and haven't had an analog since. Hopefully this will be the answer. I've been hiding smoking from my wife, mother and kids. I used to get into terrible fights with my wife over smoking. I'm a diabetic and take 2 shots of Insulin a day and heart complications are very common. I worry for my kids, ages 5 and 7, and can't imagine what would happen to my family if I wasn't around.
My father never smoked and hardly drank. He was a diabetic, and passed away in 2003 at age 59 of severe complication after open heart surgery. Seeing what happened to him scared the s**t out of my, but I still kept smoking.
This has to work, and I NEED to make it work.
Thanks everyone for listening.
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Good luck, Apatel! I've also hidden it from my family...
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All you guy got great stories, and I wish each one of you the best in your efforts. I started smoking 1st yr. of college and got hooked on the 1st smoke. I enjoyed smoking. I still enjoy smoking. I quit once after a healing service for my daughter who had severe scoliosis. A healer came up to me and asked what I wanted to be healed from? I said I just wanted my daughter to be healed. He said, no, for you, what do you want to be healed from? I said I wanted to love my daughter enough to quit smoking. Now here's where the wierd part comes in, the man says put your arms around me and I'll put mine around you and put your head on my shoulder... then he prayed. (What is wierd is that on sad, lonely, agonizing days ...I would always say to Jesus, "Oh , Jesus if you could only be here, everything would be all right. You could hold me and I could put my arms around you, putmy head on your shoulder and it would all be ok..." There is no way that healer could have known that. So the healer had to have been acting through Divine guidence. Any rate on the way home the cigarettes and lighter went out the window. I had no cough, no phlem, no missing smoking, no desire to smoke. It had all been taken away from me and I was totally healed.
4 months later my only sister died. I had tried to get God to make a trade and take me and leave her. She had 3 kids, different fathers, non of which were around ... My girls had a strong and wonderful man for a dad. I was tired of living anyway and really wanted to go to his kingdom...
Anyrate, God didn't change his mind and my sister died. That night I found a pack of her cigarettes under 30,000 worth of unpaid bills. I snatched them up when out in her back yard and lit them one after the other. Yep, I threw god's miracle right back in his face.
I made an attempt to quit when my daughter went into the hospital for spinal surgery, but the success didn't last long ... Seeing the hell she had to go through learning to stand up, sit dow, learning to walk again. Yeah, I messed up and couldn't stay off of them.
Now, my X-hubby had a stroke in August and we're back together; I'm his primary caregiver. We spent falland early winter at his house. I smoked only in the attic next to an exhaust fan wrapped in an electric blanket. Got sick from one of those hospital Super Bugs from Thanksgiving to the present, multiple dourses of antibiotics, probiotics, supervitamins...
So, for Christmas my daughter wanted to get me an e-cig, which I had never heard of, I said ok sure beats Dad's 30 degree attic, where I also slept. Well, Christmas came and went and she apparently couldn't find any. So, I checked around and ordered a pen style. Received it about 4 days ago. It's next to nothing on vapor. Waiting for a 2nd order from a different place, a DSE901. I hoping that one will perform better. So, right now I'm on the picket fence. Wanting, really wanting to enjoy these things, yet being fearful of liking them a lot for fear that they, too, could be taken away.
How strange is the lot of us mortals! Each of us is here for a brief sojourn; for what purpose he knows not, though he senses it. But without deeper reflection one knows from daily life that one exists for other people.
Albert Einstein
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I just turned 38, been smoking at least a pack a day for 26 years. I was diagnosed with cancer a year and a half ago and they suspected it had spread to the lungs, good news was after a couple of invasive surgeries that proved to be negative. My pulmologist had seen one of the cheap e-cigs in a bar and said I should try it, I held off thinking he was nuts and NO WAY would that help, eventually I figured what the heck and I've been hooked on e-cigs for about 2 months now.
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Great job everyone! That's so great to see that so many people have made the transition. I've been vaping for over a month now, having picked up analogs since the day after I charged my first ecig.
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