All I did was order 0mg without the intention of going all the way down to 0mg yet. I'm going to hang around 5.5mg for at least a month.
I've come up with the idea that I won't mix all my 11mg down at once. I still had to order an extra 11mg just in case. It was just seeing that order of nothing but 0mg that was unsettling.
It makes no sense, I've toyed with 5.5 before. I've even mixed a whole bottle today. I haven't had any problems with it. I haven't even had a problem vaping 0mg for long periods as long as they didn't include mornings.
I guess it's the thought of not having a nicotine safety net.
Except my plan all along is to keep a bottle of 11mg forever to keep me from ever going back to cigarettes.
Maybe instead of letting the panic rule me with "what if" I need to look forward to being one step closer to not needing nicotine. "What if" it doesn't matter if I run out of juice and mail is late, "what if" it doesn't matter if the power goes out longer than I have batteries to last.
Now to convince myself of that.