Blog entries by Carlyawesome

Oh man! Have you ever fallen so hard it knocks the wind out of you? You kinda lay there for a minute convinced you're gonna die? Well, that's pretty much what it felt like when I fell off the vaping wagon. I'm still not really sure what the breaking point was, but it seemed like life just...
Okay, so my b-day is coming up and because hubs and I can't ever do anything to suprise one another, I get to pick out my own gift. Yay! He already knows that it is going to be pv related, but I just can't make up my mind what to do. To make it even worse, this gift will include my 4 year work...
It's been almost three weeks since I made the switch and not suprisingly I'm still madly in love with vaping! I mean come on, I get to taste cake batter without having to buy eggs, or make a cake! I am a little suprised that the tiny explosions of joy I feel everytime I get a package don't seem...
So I've been expecting a package for the last couple day, I've tracked it online like once an hour for FIVE DAYS. I knew it was coming today, I swear I did, I really really knew it was coming. I saw that the package was out for delivery, I even saw the update that said it was delivered, but...
I never leave my house.....ever. Obviously going to work and buying delicious food items don't really count, but socially I don't do things. I have huge social anxiety issues so recreational journeys into the outside world are seldom and usually pretty similar to natural birth on a pain scale...
Made it throught my first set of back to back open to close shifts without smoking/murdering anyone with a hatchet!!!! I'm starting to notice how much other people smell like smoke, and oh my god my car smells awful, but it's too cold to clean the car and most people don't like to be fabreezed...
Day 3! I almost can't believe it, I've never even made it past day 1 on any of my previous attempts, so this is just surreal! It's just unbelieveable how litte I miss my analogs, but I'm sure anyone reading this knows what that feels like. I vaped in a movie today, and I felt so weird about it...