Well, woke up today a little tired but optimistic. loaded my trusty ego n juice n trolled off to work. Had slight headache, work was busy til the state computers crashed at lunch time.
Bored n restless n unable to vape...sneaked a few hits but my ego was sluggish after a full charge, so...
Well, here I am after 40 plus years of analogues, ready to take the big step. Oh,I've been playing around,trying to quit for years,shrugging off the little voice that snidely commented on all the time,money,and years of worsening health. I felt bad,I smelled bad hated the guilt of the rising...
Today I called my son in China n wished him a happy birthday, and said one of his presents would be mom quitting smoking. He was thrilled to hear it, as he hates smoking. Did lots of vaping today, and a few real cigs. Yeah, Im a stubborn cuss. Still, noted some positive things that made me...