the hole has been dug, the underground lair has been made.
with shadows of regrets for rugs and upon the walls the eager loves wishes are laid.
mapping a future that no one can see, hiding a past no one can feel.
with the masters leash rendered useless, there is much to fear before the dawns...
I took a trip last night through the madness of my own mind. I flipped my moods and crashed from a manic state to the depths of the hell that tends to occupy my dark corners at times. Fate and life dictated that I skip a dose of my medication to be able to get up the next morning to take...
I sat and thought of you today....
I thought of the love we share and how just your touch can set my soul on fire.
Of how your hair smells and the way it shone in the sun as it framed your smile.
I sat and thought of you today....
today i thought of how your embrace can set the world right...
The demon winds whispers are my friends.
the madness.... my own.
The lies....my own.
Its loneliness...my own.
The whispers of hate and rage and insanity......my own..........
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Upon going to the doctor and finally taking my new medication I was having a hard...
From here there is a new master controlling the marionettes strings pulling and pushing stealing memories and pushing back the flood as it hides the moment of clarity. My writing reflects this. The moment of clarity is the brief moment between moods. The moment when everything is clear when...
........And so the Demon within fights the Monster without.
These are a collection of random thoughts and stuff I write when my moods flip and my bipolar kicks in. Some think they are personal, and some think they are about them, still some find themselves in the writing. Wanting peace and...
Demons change they morph and become the way you ask and lay waiting for the chance to expose the true nature of your pain. Amnesia is a short term solution death is the only permanent answer, to face one is to see the reality of change.
Who have you become?
The wind whispered softly as it...
I was a monster. Embracing Rage without reason
I was a Demon. Giving Into Rage Without Reason
I was a Teacher. Teaching my Lessons in Fear
I was a Preacher. Preaching sermons of Hate
I was a Prisoner. Trapped in my cell of loveless madness
I was...