Hi, Well it's now 18 days in! Hang in there, you have crossed the hardest part, choosing to remove cigarettes from your life. There are so many things associated with cigarettes which in time you will look back at and say "gross" . It will take some time, but the fact that you are here and exchanging with others is far proof enough that you no longer want cigarettes or anything associated with them. As with many I could go on and on about all the things associated but, my bet is you already know this. In time you are going to feel so great about having given yourself what you deserve, what a cigarette maker literally stole from you and your body. You were lied to, mis lead, and even poisoned with chemicals which your body did not want but your mind did. I too tried Blu in the beginning and went right back to cigarettes because they were just more of the same lies and misleading, plus that they were raunchy. I didn't understand what people were talking about and how they were making claims about vaping. After a few months and saving I decided to go to a vapor shop and ask questions and a lot of questions, fortunately in this don't talk world they were reasonably patient with me and taught me a great deal, through this I came to understand why the Blu product did not work and actually could not work, although it functions somewhat it is a total mislead regarding vaping. So I purchased an economical itaste vv3 for $40-00, an aspire tank, and at the time the aspire tank came with a promotional 30ml bottle of fluid for $12-00 dollars. The very first time I hit the button I knew there was no turning back and immediately realized a cigarrette simply could not come close. The "VV" meant/means variable voltage/wattage, the display gave me complete insight so I could learn what would work the best to simulate a cigarette. After the initial investment I would look into diy mixing for several reasons, one of which was to exactly simulate my former cigarette and another was cost. The price of cigarettes monetarily is insane, sure enough mixing your own fluid is a fraction of the cost. This is yet another benefit of conquering the giant cooperation which hold and have held so many prisoners to their greed. You have made the decision to no longer be their prisoner, their pawn, and here within this forum you will find real true stories as well as an unlimited amount of support and guidance from many who were right where you are once upon a time. Stay strong, let those who care about each other help you through this stage, if you stay focused you can do this and you will mark this triumph as perhaps the greatest achievement of your life, when you defeated the cooperate giant with all of it's might, and found a whole new you! I hope this is somewhat helpful, feel encouraged and invited should you wish to chat or ask questions! Go You for making it this far, the rest of the journey is just a walk in the park! I'll be watching for your success stories!