Great thread. Thanks, Lulu for starting it and telling your story.
Almost exactly a year ago (Jan 5th) I was rushed to hospital with breathing problems. It was thought I had a heart attack and after numerous tests including a nuclear scan I was informed that I had COPD and some heart issues (never really determined what but all is good now with my heart) plus my blood work was way out of wack.
While in the hospital for 5 days I was very sick but felt better each day with oxygen and inhalation therapy plus no analogs. Before this episode I had lost a massive amount of weight which I could ill afford so I sort of suspected COPD after researching weight loss.
I came out of the hospital and remained smoke free for about three weeks when I started back with a few each day. I tried everything (as I had in the past) and when I went on Chantix, I thought it was going to kill me. As a true addict I convinced myself that smoking was better than Chantix but I keep the number down to under 10 a day (from 25-30).
I was able to gain 20 lbs back (still need another 5-10), got my blood work back to near perfect and an angiogram and further scans have shown that my heart is fine and lungs are not as bad as originally thought. I am still taking Advair and Spiriva but rarely use a rescue inhaler (Ventolin). My blood oxygen is consistently 98 where it was in the low to mid 90's in hospital. So life is good except that despite using PV's I still sneak smoke analogs (5-8 a day). I want to quit so badly and the time has come to get serious about staying with PV's only. (have been using them since August) I have never shared all of this with anyone but my hubby and this thread has given me the motivation that I need.
I do need to switch to VG exclusively as the PG is hard on my throat and I wake up with a slight cough. Having a long weekend will give me an opportunity to make up some new batches of tasty VG concoctions that will get me away from the PG.
Thanks for "listening" and also for the advice on D3. I know I can use that. In fact it could help with my most pressing medical problem-neck and head pain from a ruptured disk and other spinal ailments and also with borderline osteoporosis. (Wow, having re-read this I sound like a hypochondriac but these are all real issues)
Happy New Year, Everyone.
Lynn
Happy New Year Lynn! I am so glad you shared your story here. I have some weight I'd like to give you - I wish it worked that way. If I have to have COPD, I want the weight loss symptom! But no - I 'm GAINING weight.
That Chantix - I guess it has helped a lot of people but not only did I continue to smoke I became very intolerant and angry and nastier than I ever remember being before (or since). What did it do to you? I had to draw the line when I found myself hatching a hypothetical murder plan in my mind. I never had thoughts like that before and I never want them again.
You don't sound like a hypochondriac to me - LOL. I didn't tell my other old lady problems. But I will now. I have high blood pressure, high cholesterol, borderline diabetic, TOS. The only thing I don't take pills for is diabetes and if I watch it I may never have to - but can you imagine having to give up chocolate and analogs? sigh . . . My dad takes way more medicine than me
That's how I comfort myself LOL!
I know that must have been good news to learn you were not as ill as they first told you especially with all that you do have going on already. I'm happy for you.
Seeing how many people supplement with a few analogs, I need to be real happy they don't call my name anymore. That is just a miracle! Good luck on getting rid of them if that is what you want. When I get my VG, maybe you will share your recipes
Something chocolatey maybe?
LLL