Oh my goodness. What to say, where to start??
I'm sure it wasn't hard to figure out why I stopped posting. FAILURE, DOOM AND AGONY ON ME! Actually shame is more like it. I just got done walking around the house trying to find a .... or something that my hubby might have left lying around. No such luck. It just crossed my mind to go to the parking lot and . . . oh my God . . . I can't believe myself. Good thing it is raining because I'm pretty sure I was going to do it. Sigh.
I read through this thread this morning and I am so sorry I abandoned it. To the many friends I was making, I apologize.
Yes, I did go back on analog after a couple hard knocks, deaths of close friends, I just stopped resisting one day and then it was over.
I just got out the hospital a few days ago - I am now on 24/7 home oxygen therapy, sucking Commit NRT and smoking old e-cigs. I have to say I love oxygen - LOL - I think I am going to become addicted to it
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If y'all will forgive me, I wouldn't mind seeing this thread come back to life to chronicle some more steps on the journey.
LLL