Yesterday was Mardi Gras.
From drinking all day with ecig in pocket I broke down and bought a pack of smokes. I have been vaping heavily for about 2 years, but every time I drink in a party atmosphere I can't beat the habbit. Now today I'm heavy chested and filled with regret.
Do you ever break down like this? Any ideas how someone like me could stop doing this?
Some people are after reduction and some elimination.
Neither is completely right or wrong.
I'm an elimination guy. That doesn't mean I'm right as concerns anyone but me. But I rule me with an iron fist. I am either a smoker or a non-smoker.
If I ever relapse, and I'm as vulnerable as anyone else, I'll pick myself up, dust myself off and try and find what went wrong and start doing it all again.
Lotta good gear out these days. I been completely clean with modern gear over a year with no trouble whatsoever. With old school stuff I relapsed pretty often over a multi-year period. In fact with todays subohm setups if I didn't know my broken addicted brain I'd say relapse was impossible. However I do know my broken brain and relapse is ALWAYS possible.
Good luck on your journey.