What made it worse was being diagnose with cancer in 2010 and only family is my son. Took faith to believe God wouldn't allow my son to be on his own and at the mercy of the State of NY. Guess who I cried out to heal me. God proved to me a few times that He was evolved and that increased my faith even further. God is awesome.
I told my surgeon before the operation that I would only go
through with if he can promise me one thing, during the operation if God tells him to do something that he would obey God and do it Gods way not his way. He said he could do that, he agreed but most likely thought I was nuts. After the operation a couple days later he visited and talked with me and said he performed a procedure that was theory and explained when he was going to medical school years back to him in by his the teacher he admired very much and he could not explain why he thought of it or why he did it but he did and it worked out good/great and I smiled. He said no one actual has performed this procedure before I was the first. He was going to call up his teacher and tell him he performed the procedure/operation as he explained it. Never did he say he heard from God but I know what happened that day.
Of course Almighty God, Blessed be His Name, communicated with him. He didn't put it together because he didn't know the Voice. The Lord can utilize anyone for His plans. He gave recognition to his teacher, not the Creator. But, it's never too late while he's living.
