Wow, Andria, You have given me so much to think about! You must know this is all above my level as someone who would be a rank beginner! I would be the ultimate beginner's beginner!!!
I'm looking at possibly three major surgeries over the next year and a half. I spent all afternoon at the cardiology dept of a really good hospital here, and I am overdue for my stress test and need surgical clearance. I have no idea how I did this, but I tore my rotator cuff and now have a giant bone spur hitting a nerve and every time I try and tie my hair back, I SCREECH!!! It's
my way of preparing for Halloween ... lol!!!
I have lost some range of motion in my right arm because of my shoulder, but nothing that can't be fixed nowadays surgically. They have to cut through the bone, and rather than freak out, I am the type who
SPACES out -- royally!!! At least it has not prevented me from playing instrumentals at all. The thing about this particular shoulder surgery that I am concerned about is that it takes nine months to recover from. I am going to need to do things to keep my mind removed from the experience and that are sedentary while my body heals.
Can you recommend any books that would help me grasp some of what you are saying? I am from such a world of sound, but thankfully I have had a lot of art and in a way, this sounds like a form of art to me! It may be very literal, but it actually sounds creative! If I have to spend nearly a year convalescing, I would love to keep my mind occupied and slowly learn a new skill! I have to stay mentally active or I'm afraid I might be in a humpty-dumpty situation!!!
In the past two and a half years, I have sailed through four major surgeries, but I always had my guitars to help me get through everything. This time, I will have to keep my shoulder and arm still for longer than I ever have. Reading will be the best thing I can do. Learning will keep me sane. I will have to stay at home for a very long time. I don't even know how long it will take before it is safe for me to use my right hand for typing. Right now, just using the computer mouse is causing pain and throbbing in my shoulder. I just can't imagine sitting in front of a TV set for nearly a year! My friends and husband will have to scrape me off the ceiling -- HA!!! When you wrote you could never tolerate soap operas, I strongly related to that! What a waste of time.
I will have to have my husband dictate e-mails, or else get some kind of voice dictation so I can still communicate online. I have a friend who is blind who used something called
dragon dictate. Wow. I have a lot to figure out. Thanks for explaining this to me in lay terms. It will help me very much! Thanks!!! I hope this finds you well and happy!!!
Yikes, I can sure see why you want some distraction!!! I had some kind of rotator-cuff injury almost 20 yrs ago, using a mattock to bust up hand-pan/gravel/clay to build a garden, it never healed right, and bothers me to this day -- unfortunately it's my right shoulder, the side I most prefer to sleep on, as I breathe better on that side. Figures, eh?
You're absolutely right on the money about this being creative, and yes, art! I've always known about my "artistic side," since I was a little girl and my uncle (who was a painter, mostly landscapes) was teaching me about perspective, to draw what I see, not what I *know* is there -- won a lot of christmas card contests in school, thanks to him, and amused myself and my friends with those "draw Bambi" and "draw the pirate" things in magazines. But then I grew up; always highly verbal, was a bank teller for awhile, then got into all this geeky stuff, so it became clear that my left-brain wasn't exactly absent -- the thing about translating that linear code into the 2-D visual? Perfect integration of left brain (linear) with right-brain (artistic), and that might be exactly why it pleases me so much, it lets both parts of me come out to play.
I think you'd really like it, since you do both also. I think it's sort of like... you know, when you're in music, learning music theory, and reading music, and technique of whatever instrument, that's a left-brain thing... but the interpretation, the beauty of the music, that's right brain, and I always liked that too (I played violin for about 5 yrs, in school).
There are tons of books, and I ended up buying quite a few... but I first learned online, for free, and it's still possible to do that. I haven't used this particular tutorial, but it looks promising, and gives you an idea of what's out there:
http://learn.shayhowe.com/html-css/ -- they do have a book, so if you're anything like me, you may prefer a book to follow along with, but it's not truly necessary -- there are TONS of free tutorials online, quick reference guides, comprehensive reference guides, forums, and pretty much anything you can imagine, about learning HTML/CSS for free, at your own pace, right online. There used to be a thing online called "CodeMonkey" -- I think it went the way of Compuserve and MySpace, a long time ago -- but there are new resources, and a whole lot more of them.
Hang in there, with all that surgical stuff; it doesn't sound like much fun at all, but it usually brings some nice payoffs, once done and recuperated from.
As for me... I think this dadgum flu is finally loosening its grip; I woke up soaked in sweat, but feeling almost halfway human, for the first time in... geez, probably 2 wks or more.
Andria