Sweetheart I truly hope you have someone who knows about whatever it is you are going
through to help you Maybe a change in meds or something please i don't know what troubles you but i know about them trust me.* I want you to learn and you will Redd can help you others can too. I know how badly you want to post them i am the same way. Hang in there. If you talk to Redd again you cam make a time to meet at the
thread and practice when you are calm and can do it. I know you can i know it !! I am positive and you will be very happy when you can I just know you will. I have you in my thoughts sweet Hearts you are a precious special person. Never forget that and you are stronger than you think ! Big big {{{{{{{hugs}}}}} to you ..please know i have you in my thoughts even if you don't see me ok...lots of love, Pri xooxxooxo PS You are NOT a dummy you are a bright and special girl trust me !!!!!!