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  1. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Thank you so much, my Brother. I know that it is going to be a long road back to a "normal" life, but I am trying to stay busy, keep my mind occupied, and get through as best I can. Knowing that there are people here who are looking out for me and supporting me with love and prayers has helped...
  2. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Been Cat 4 for a l'il while now. Making landfall as we type... I'm not expecting a whole lot of trouble up here where I am, but I'm more than a bit concerned for Kenna. :( Either way, I'll make sure to check in tomorrow one way or another. I should at least be able to get a text through to one...
  3. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Just had a nice chat with Bruddah DC. :) Damn I love my ECF Family! :wub:
  4. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    :cry: I'm sorry, SweetPea. Sounds like y'all had an awesome relationship and I'm sure you have many, many wonderful memories of the times that y'all spent together. Dee and I were talking about being cramped up in our Grandma's single-wide trailer with all of our other cousins, aunts, and...
  5. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Hahaha! I love that girl to pieces! She and I are SOOOOOOooo much alike that it's ridiculous... we've been like two peas in a pod since we were both little kids. It's a shame that we don't get to see each other very often, but I'm going to try to make an effort to go see her more often. It's...
  6. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    On another note... there is a Vape Convention coming to Houston on September 16th/17th! I don't know if it is a really nice one or not, but I'M GOING!! Vape Showcase - Houston If anyone knows anyone who is thinking of attending this one, let me know... I'd love to meet up with some people if it...
  7. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Thank you, Darlin'. I did crawl deep into a bottle for a couple of nights. But I think that I'm done with trying to use that as a crutch. Tricia always worried about be becoming an alcoholic because both of my grandfathers were alcoholics. I've decided that I cannot allow myself to use her as an...
  8. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Positive note: Sister in law is still vaping on the little mods that I bought her the other day. Before Dad left, I picked up a little Aspire Zelos kit with a Nautilus 2 for him. He tried vaping before and was even making his own juice, but he gave it up and went back to smoking for the past two...
  9. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    I'm trying to remember that. Most of the time I feel torn between thinking that I should be getting everything done at the house and feeling like I'm not quite ready for that yet. I want to try just doing some small things around the house this weekend, though. Best of luck that the rain holds...
  10. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    WooHoo!!! :thumbs:
  11. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Thank you, Dearest. I've definitely had my moments, and I've made a few bad decisions in the past week or so, but I'm recognizing them for what the were and am trying to get past that. Now I just need to start focusing on getting things into some sort of order so that I can find focus once...
  12. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Some just don't understand that, my Brother. For me, it is an opportunity to temporarily set aside my own problems and focus on something else for a change. That is AWESOME, SweetPea!! So glad that something is coming together for you! :wub: I'm not sure how well I'm handling it, Brother...
  13. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    And that's all I'm trying to do, Love... :wub: Am I gonna have to break out my sewing kit?!!? :lol: Yeah, the last major hurricane that came through Houston knocked out our power at the apartment for a week and a half. Tricia and I ran all over Houston trying to find ice to keep in the cooler...
  14. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Yeah... my SIL's boyfriend has a boat and was planning on going out this weekend. He lost his wife to illness several years ago and understands what I'm going through. Hopefully the storm will pass quickly and maybe we can go out next weekend. We'll see how it goes... Sounds like you're gonna...
  15. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    :wub: I'm still breathing, Sis. Sometimes it's just one breath at a time. On a positive side, I got to yell at someone today. One of the companies that provided oxygen equipment STILL hasn't picked up their equipment... even though they were told almost two months ago to come and get it. I...
  16. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Those are adorable! What are they? I'm trying, Hun. It's been hard, though... :( As for the storm, I'm not too worried. It cancelled my fishing trip for this weekend, but other than that, I'm far enough north that it shouldn't be too much of an issue for me. Probably get a lot of rain and some...
  17. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Thank you, Darlin'. I'm really struggling with figuring things out. Everyone keeps telling me to go out, to do whatever I want to do... problem is, I don't know what I want to do. I don't even really know who I am anymore. I have spent so much time in the role that I was in that I seem to have...
  18. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Sorry for disappearing everyone... I'm still just trying to process and get through the days and nights... Love y'all! That's exactly right, Hun. I've been coming to this thread for I don't even know how long now... Dinger invited me over a while back and it has just felt like "home" ever...
  19. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Just got home from the service. It was every bit as beautiful as I'd imagined it would be. The pastor had a prior commitment and had to leave immediately after the indoor chapel service, so I held off on the eulogy and did that graveside. First, her mom read a devotional that Tricia really...
  20. Kaezziel

    Kawfee beanz, DIY and assorted Shenaniganery :)

    Thank you all so very much. Today will be a hard day, but it will be a beautiful one. I just wanted to drop by and check in with everyone for a moment... now I've got lots to do and in a few short hours I'll have to go to the funeral home. I'm sure I'll be using every bit of the strength that...