Hey Fran its spring the little snow is gone and I took the shovels down the stairs and the trees have a pinkish fuzz its coming what paul simon says the greens of summer its right around the corner!!!!!!!
Need help from former MFS (MyFreedomSmokes) customers
Has any found a supplier or company that has tobacco e-juice like or very similar to MFS Turbosmog, Tall Paul, or Red Luck?
Day 44
Another hellish weekend has come and gone. I find a sliver of home though as i find myself on the stretch run to goal. March 25th cannot get here soon enough. Sobriety for atonement....or pie...I'll take either. With the end in sight, I find my will renewed with the knowledge that my liqueur cabinet will soon know my invasive method of smashing my head through the glass while chomping at the bottles with my teeth.
It is strange, at the end of the ordeal; my muscle coordination has returned, my speech and vocabulary have improved, my work ethic has measurably grown, my interpersonal relationships with family and colleagues has solidified...as has have my bowel movements, my pants are cleaned with regularity and worn daily, my body and mind have almost grown accustomed to the sunlight and the normality of routine that the masses enjoy during their lives.
In other words, it will be a great relief to shuck off the facade of tolerance and peace and return to the insanity and comfort that inebriation brings. All of this healthful living and positive life experiences dealing with my past in a psychologically healthy manner is a torture no person should go through. That deep, black ball of pure spite and negativity that once resided within my psyche is almost empty, a starving creature begging for my return to repression to denial. Rest easy little hole of hate and self-abuse, soon we shall both be well fed on the indignity that only whiskey can provide....soon my little frienemy.....soon.





And not even gonna say what i did when she told us to do downward dog...![]()
*sigh*
drunk me would say: "Go on....."
i miss drunk me.

It's kinda sad to see how wheezal let himself go like this. I mean, all this 'normal' stuff.....pffft.Day 44
Another hellish weekend has come and gone. I find a sliver of home though as i find myself on the stretch run to goal. March 25th cannot get here soon enough. Sobriety for atonement....or pie...I'll take either. With the end in sight, I find my will renewed with the knowledge that my liqueur cabinet will soon know my invasive method of smashing my head through the glass while chomping at the bottles with my teeth.
It is strange, at the end of the ordeal; my muscle coordination has returned, my speech and vocabulary have improved, my work ethic has measurably grown, my interpersonal relationships with family and colleagues has solidified...as has have my bowel movements, my pants are cleaned with regularity and worn daily, my body and mind have almost grown accustomed to the sunlight and the normality of routine that the masses enjoy during their lives.
In other words, it will be a great relief to shuck off the facade of tolerance and peace and return to the insanity and comfort that inebriation brings. All of this healthful living and positive life experiences dealing with my past in a psychologically healthy manner is a torture no person should go through. That deep, black ball of pure spite and negativity that once resided within my psyche is almost empty, a starving creature begging for my return to repression to denial. Rest easy little hole of hate and self-abuse, soon we shall both be well fed on the indignity that only whiskey can provide....soon my little frienemy.....soon.
Karaoke and Pilates....what a novel concept. Maybe that instructor needed to go home.....humph ....pfffftI too will be happy when we trade our lives back. I miss our drunk Wheez but I am impressed with your clean pants!
I'm not sure how it happened but I started doing Karaoke in my Pilates class. When the instructor told me she said "I needed to go home" I KNOW she really put a request in for "Take me home, country roads". I'm not a big John Denver fan so I kinda screwed up the lyrics. But it's very insulting when they laughed at me. I tried very hard!
And not even gonna say what i did when she told us to do downward dog...![]()

Me too......*sigh*
drunk me would say: "Go on....."
i miss drunk me.

It's kinda sad to see how wheezal let himself go like this. I mean, all this 'normal' stuff.....pffft.
Karaoke and Pilates....what a novel concept. Maybe that instructor needed to go home.....humph ....pfffft
Me too......![]()
Downward Dog
Oh Downward Dog
OMG Downward Dog
Off to the cold shower I go, bye-bye
Hey errryonnne today is national puppy day, so you Halons womenz can let them free. Oh wait I was just informed not those puppies my bad.







