"turn to "Yourself" and look within "Yourself". Does not compute.

I'm always inside my head. I'm a thinker but I can't block what's outside my head.
I only have 1 gun now and nobody is gittin it!
Oh...and I know all about walls.
AH - Well then you are half way there . . . Now - Put on "Blinders" (Like the type horses wear during a race). Once you can in-vision them - remember to be focused on only one thing -
What you see in "YOUR WORLD" . . . It's "YOUR WORLD" and Who You Decide to let in or not let in is all up to "YOU" . . . I know some might say it is selfish to do so and it is, but however it is "YOUR WORLD" to be safe and comfortable even with people around "You' . . . Does that make any better
sense to ya' . . . Keep It Simple and More "Philosophical" by being "Solution Focused" and looking at the "Positive" possibilties - Not just the negative ones that "You" see at the time . . . More importantly, it is up to "You" to define and/or accept the situation as "YOU SEE IT" and not just by listening to what people tell you is the reality of the situation . . . It Is Ironic, but so true - "It's Their Reality As They See It" -
Not "YOURS" . . .
OH and BTW: I don't want -
"YOUR" GUN . . . I want something better then I have . . .
I really quite relieved to read this. I was a bit worried about what your take on all of this might be because I know that you are professionally trained to understand human behaviors. My behaviors never have, nor ever will be considered "normal". And ... I don't care. I'm happy.
It is easy for most to have a great time at a party, but it may be very difficult for them to have an equally good time alone. I prefer solitude and wish more than anything that I could get it again! As much as I love my son and his fiance, I will be very relieved to have the house to myself again when his house is built.
HEY - I hate to dis-agree with "You", especially given that "You" are "My" Friend . . . However, IMO both Personally and More Importantly - Professionally
- "YOUR" Behaviour Is Very NORMAL ! ! !
AND - You might be amazed that it is Quite Normal for many other people too . . .
NOW - If "You" were to tell me that "You" are "Quirky" and Very Different from everyone else - I would absolutely have
NO ARGUMENT ! ! ! with "You" there . . .
BTW: Welcome to the "Being Quirky People & Different Club" and have a seat next to "Me" Please . . .
Now - If more people were only honest with themselves about who they really are - "We" ALL would be so much better off today . . . Just Sayin' . . .
