Hello from Chicago! My name is Ashley and I'm working on becoming a reformed smoker.
I've smoked for 12-13 years pretty much continuously; started when I was 18 and I'm now 31. I'm completely new to the vaping/e-cigarette world, and so far so good -- however, I'm not without my issues and I was hoping maybe y'all would have some words of wisdom.
I had my last cigarette Friday at 1:30p -- it's now Tuesday night and I'm... okay. Because my juice does have nicotine, I'm not going crazy (thank you BOV), but I am struggling when it comes to the habitual behaviors that came with my cigarettes. Full disclosure: I'm a novelist. I smoke when I write, and I write my best stuff while smoking. I'm struggling to get the same creative levels while vaping -- but let's be honest: My mod is heavy, my tank is big, and I'm not finding my flow. It's really hard, really discouraging, really frustrating. I'm good when I'm out of the house, I'm good when I'm busy ... but when it's me and my computer, I'm really having a rough go of it. I've not given in, I've stuck it out (I've taken a lot of naps) but I'm wondering if quitting all at once wasn't a bit of a mistake and if maybe I should have weened myself onto the vapor during my work day rather than rip the bandaid off altogether.
Theoretically, I could give up cigarettes 100%, no problem, if it wasn't for my mind not working the same without them -- is that mental? I don't know. So my question is... did anyone experience anything similar? What were your solutions? I'm 4 days, 11 hours, 14 minutes and 2 seconds free of cigarettes, I don't want to fail myself...but I need to work and write... Help?
I've smoked for 12-13 years pretty much continuously; started when I was 18 and I'm now 31. I'm completely new to the vaping/e-cigarette world, and so far so good -- however, I'm not without my issues and I was hoping maybe y'all would have some words of wisdom.
I had my last cigarette Friday at 1:30p -- it's now Tuesday night and I'm... okay. Because my juice does have nicotine, I'm not going crazy (thank you BOV), but I am struggling when it comes to the habitual behaviors that came with my cigarettes. Full disclosure: I'm a novelist. I smoke when I write, and I write my best stuff while smoking. I'm struggling to get the same creative levels while vaping -- but let's be honest: My mod is heavy, my tank is big, and I'm not finding my flow. It's really hard, really discouraging, really frustrating. I'm good when I'm out of the house, I'm good when I'm busy ... but when it's me and my computer, I'm really having a rough go of it. I've not given in, I've stuck it out (I've taken a lot of naps) but I'm wondering if quitting all at once wasn't a bit of a mistake and if maybe I should have weened myself onto the vapor during my work day rather than rip the bandaid off altogether.
Theoretically, I could give up cigarettes 100%, no problem, if it wasn't for my mind not working the same without them -- is that mental? I don't know. So my question is... did anyone experience anything similar? What were your solutions? I'm 4 days, 11 hours, 14 minutes and 2 seconds free of cigarettes, I don't want to fail myself...but I need to work and write... Help?