General CHit Chat and foolishness.......
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Probably inappropriate, but I want the world to know he existed, and that was a good thing.....................
I was married to two very special, unique, and eccentric men. Both have passed away. Some people never get to experience the real thing (head over heels .. rose colored glasses .. madly in love). I had it twice. I feel blessed.
Today, is the anniversary of the passing of my first husband, Ellwood. My Ellwood was extremely intelligent, educated, talented, witty, and fun. My world had always been so serious. Ellwood made me laugh. He taught me how to play. He taught me, to not take life so serious, and to not take myself so serious. He taught me, it was O.K. to let people in. He taught me, how to love and trust, without an emotional barrier. He managed to get a person who was intent to never marry, to marry him. What a gift he was!
I was married to two very special, unique, and eccentric men. Both have passed away. Some people never get to experience the real thing (head over heels .. rose colored glasses .. madly in love). I had it twice. I feel blessed.
Today, is the anniversary of the passing of my first husband, Ellwood. My Ellwood was extremely intelligent, educated, talented, witty, and fun. My world had always been so serious. Ellwood made me laugh. He taught me how to play. He taught me, to not take life so serious, and to not take myself so serious. He taught me, it was O.K. to let people in. He taught me, how to love and trust, without an emotional barrier. He managed to get a person who was intent to never marry, to marry him. What a gift he was!
You were indeed fortunate.... He would be pleased that he taught you how to carry on without him....He did... Right?????
I did carry on. Hence, my Norman. It was that second hit, that kinda knocked the wind out of me.
Hmmmm. Both these guys were very special and unique. Yet both these guys picked you. Fell in love with you. You got to have that head over heels love experience twice (And you are right, that most people never get to experience that even once). So it seems a shame to me if you don't find that wind again and share it with someone else. You seem like a joyful person. Share the joy and then the gift lives on.
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Yes..... While this is no consolation........... Consider that you TWICE experienced something that most people will never have, even once...
But sadly, it comes at a price that most people would never pay....when you give everything, you risk losing everything....
However, you did... and you survived....and.........
Only you will know how that feels, and if it was worth it...either way ... you're now faced with the business of surviving....
And some days are harder than others but..... Damn Baby!!! You got to do this twice!!!!
Nothing can fill that hole... but, would you rather it wasn't there???
Did you ever think what your life would be like without these two guys??? Is there ever a day you don't think about them???
Do you think they wouldn't do it again, in a second??...Would you???... Technically, you still can, if you're willing to pay the price....
Would you settle for anything less???
I don't mean to be harsh, just thought you should know how lucky I/we think you are... In today's world, some people consider this/us a meaningful relationship...well... you know... not me... but some people...
Pulled this off the Provari (Provape) forum:
Sorry Provape fans we don't want no antiquated Provari VV chips in our 100% Mechanical SuperT mods..
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I THINK, they are poking fun at someone who posted their thought on Super T devices and how they wish they could combine the looks of ST and VV feature of Provari? Yeah..... The colours, nah, for one Im not young enough (or too wierd?) to need my vaporizer to match my Skittles and iPhone. I hate the new versions of Provari with the "swirls" and skittle colours. It definitely shows how they are leaning to the younger more feminine crowd.
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