I am beginning to think I now understand why some here are so adament about pushing this healthcare reform down the rest of our throats. They really need it bad since they appear to be deaf, dumb and blind.
Barenetted: I am not deaf or dumb; however, I am blind. I am also suffering in the moderate to severe stages of lupus (SLE - the worst type of lupus) and Sjogren's disease. These diseases begin by destroying my joints, connective muscle tissue, eyes, oral problems (teeth, gums, etc.. b/c Sjogren's stops the adequate production of saliva and tears from the tear ducts causing infection that eventually, if left untreated, can lead to encephalitis - which left me with the choice of major oral surgery or risking ending up like a piece of broccoli in a bed attached to tubes until I died; I chose the extensive surgery, but that's not the end of it by a long haul).
I have severe osteoporosis, which causes high probability of breaking hips (which I did), other bones (which I have), tearing tendons and ligaments (been there done that), having no immune system to adequately fight infections (been there more times than I can count), and eventually reaching the point where antibiotics to beat the infections will stop working (been there, done that though there are new antibiotics that are working still until my body builds an immunity to those).... It causes brain fog, and often I hurt so bad I can't get out of bed. There's the constant pain, fatigue, depression, and feeling almost worthless because in my mind, I want to work like I did before lupus, Sjogren's, and the retinal disease I have now but my body simply will not oblige.
In the last decade I have fought tooth and nail to keep walking on my own two feet even to the surprise of reg doctors and specialists but there will come a time when I will not be able to get up on my own and the wheelchair will be my only source of getting around until I become bed-ridden all the while the autoimmune diseases will begin attacking my internal organs until they give out and I die.
Would you just rather I blow my brains out right now than hope for a universal health care policy that can't be taken away from me so I can receive treatment and live a life where I can continue the work of raising my child until she can graduate high school and get into a college to eventually have a career where she can succeed in life ... that is all possible unless she inherits my genetics that switch on the autoimmune diseases or her father's diabetics (type I) and family heart problems...