I can't smoke again. My wife would kill me or at least take most of everything I have.
I have no desire to smoke "right now". I know for myself I'm no where ready to play with analogs (like I started to in high school that got me here). I just feel like I haven't beat the addiction itself unless I can enjoy an analog and not be sucked in to the whole thing over again. I might be wrong though, it could be a life long thing.
My dad quit cold turkey 2 years ago after 30+ years of smoking, he'd smoke with me during family gatherings and parties, but only that. Since I've quit, my dad hadn't had one analog. I feel like some people replying to this thread are scared to death of one, which I understand, I just feel like beating an addiction for myself should mean more then complete abstinence..
I just feel like I haven't beat the addiction itself unless I can enjoy an analog
+1Ole dudes named Jeremiah. He was an old school blues player till Katrina washed him outa New Orleans, and he ended up in Avon Park, Fl. Wonderful ole gentleman.I luv talking with him, true old style Southern gentleman.God's got some questions to answer when Jerry goes home.
I've quit analogs the day I started vaping and don't ever go back to that horrible addiction. I had crazy cravings first couple of weeks but now, 4 month later, I could care less if someone is blowing smoke in my face. As a smoker, however, I was always envious of the people who were social smokers, people that can have one or more analogs a night and not smoke for months after type of thing. My question to all of you is how soon is too soon to have that one analog to see if you'd still enjoy it, to know if you completely kicked the habit, to find out if you are ready to say yes to one without intention of ever going back to the addiction itself.
I think I fall into this camp - I can see 1 becoming 2, 2 becoming 3 etc etc. I feel I have achieved so much in giving up smoking and don't want to jeopardize that. Also my husband would be soooo disappointed and he's supported me all the way with vapingI'm not going to try it. I think I could relapse.
I think I fall into this camp - I can see 1 becoming 2, 2 becoming 3 etc etc. I feel I have achieved so much in giving up smoking and don't want to jeopardize that. Also my husband would be soooo disappointed and he's supported me all the way with vaping![]()