yeah, i would probably crack, although i really would love to think i wouldn't. what i'm doing now is stocking up on my favorite juices and cartos, learning as much as i can about rba's, and reading up on making my own e-liquid. between now and the next 4 months, i hope to be self-sufficient. there's this new thing that just came out called novus-it's like plant extracts and stuff, shaped like a cig. you draw on it, and it gives you a throat hit. no nicotine or anything...not sure what it is. the website says it's all natural, and it's supposed to give you a "kick" like nic. i got a few samples of it...not sure how i feel about it yet. anybody know about this stuff?