I've tried vaping several times but I could never get it to work because I always ended up with my teeth and my jaw aching like Billy Ray Cyrus' chest. Last year I managed to quit smoking cold turkey and it was unbelievably easy. I just walked away from them and beyond some irritability I didn't have a problem after over 10 years. 2 weeks ago out of no where I started having cravings that wouldn't go away. 4 days ago I walked past an ash tray outside a mall and to my horror It. Smell. Good. I freaked out. I don't want to smoke and the idea of is disgusting to me. Yesterday I went down to the corner store and picked up a disposable and everything just worked.
I'm not getting an ache because I'm not hitting the thing like a man possessed. When I smoked I was 2 packs a day and I could get 30-40 drags off a cigarette. I didn't breath when I smoked them, every inhale I made was pulling in smoke, hitting it as hard as I could and every exhale was smoke. That's what I was doing when I vaped and it was hurting my face.
I don't even feel an addiction to these cheap disposables. I picked one up at the corner store yesterday morning and being the junk it is it died around 10 last night. I didn't have to go pick up another one right then like when I was smoking. I pick up another one this morning at 11 on my way out. I didn't wake up thinking about going to get something to vape. It's just something I do, not something I need to do. I feel calm. I don't need a smoke break, I don't need it when I'm in my car. It's just working for me. I can watch a movie without feeling the need to go outside to smoke or even digging out the disposable.
I've go a Joytech AIO coming in the mail, I'm look forward to that but if it doesn't show up in the mail tomorrow I'm not going to be upset. I don't feel obsessed looking for an opportunity to smoke or vape. I feel very much at ease.
Thanks for reading and sorry to ramble. I'm just happy to be back here and happy it's working.
Also if anyone wants to recommend a menthol cinnamon juice that sounds really good to me.
I'm not getting an ache because I'm not hitting the thing like a man possessed. When I smoked I was 2 packs a day and I could get 30-40 drags off a cigarette. I didn't breath when I smoked them, every inhale I made was pulling in smoke, hitting it as hard as I could and every exhale was smoke. That's what I was doing when I vaped and it was hurting my face.
I don't even feel an addiction to these cheap disposables. I picked one up at the corner store yesterday morning and being the junk it is it died around 10 last night. I didn't have to go pick up another one right then like when I was smoking. I pick up another one this morning at 11 on my way out. I didn't wake up thinking about going to get something to vape. It's just something I do, not something I need to do. I feel calm. I don't need a smoke break, I don't need it when I'm in my car. It's just working for me. I can watch a movie without feeling the need to go outside to smoke or even digging out the disposable.
I've go a Joytech AIO coming in the mail, I'm look forward to that but if it doesn't show up in the mail tomorrow I'm not going to be upset. I don't feel obsessed looking for an opportunity to smoke or vape. I feel very much at ease.
Thanks for reading and sorry to ramble. I'm just happy to be back here and happy it's working.
Also if anyone wants to recommend a menthol cinnamon juice that sounds really good to me.
