I'm still around

[shatner]

I get a lot of PMs asking if I'm ok and if everything's alright with me.

I've been incredibly busy in the shop, wrapping up for summer. And in between pieces for one order, been working on an order for 2 "peeps". You know, the marshmallow candies. I've just been swamped.

And I had a bit of a slip-up and relapsed on IV Oxycodone and Dilaudid. I'm back on the Suboxone and my Dr. put me back up to 3mg Klonopin from the drop to 2mg. I just really missed my ex-girlfriend one night and said ".... it", called some people, scored, went home and got noddy, falling on the floor .... faced. I had a bruise on the tip of my nose for a week that I can't remeber from where it came.

I felt really bad about it for a few days untill my Suboxone Dr./therapist visit. He helped me put things in perspective; That is wasn't a relapse and there's nothing to look down on myself for. The only thing I'm looking for is pain relief, be it physical or emotional. My pain is both. And opiates are perfect for that.

Ok. Thanks for listening. I felt like I needed to get that off my chest with you guys and gals.

 

[Shagadelickg]

hey shatner feel better buddy. I'm sorry to hear that but i'm glad your okay and back on here.

 

[shatner]

Thanks, Shagadelic. I'm back on the Suboxone wagon and don't have any plans to get off. Life's just tough sometimes. But I'm pulling through.

 

[keyzygirl]

Your friends luv ya no matter what!!,and we are your friends!!Be easy on yourself!

 

[Shagadelickg]

Thanks, Shagadelic. I'm back on the Suboxone wagon and don't have any plans to get off. Life's just tough sometimes. But I'm pulling through.

Lifes tough but hang in there man and everything's gonna be ok. On a lighter note remember you can always go "Bowling" lol. You work in a glass shop anyway

 

[sensay]

You know Shatner It takes a big man to admit their mistakes!! And Is the first step to getting things the way you want them to be! So glad you are back! I missed ya!

 

[shatner]

Thanks everyone. I don't get the bowling reference.

 

[ArdentHope]

Thanks everyone. I don't get the bowling reference.

I think they meant "When you get frustrated, You can always break some glass". Maybe - I dunno

 

[geeker]

Look at Shag's avatar. Then you'll get it.

 

[Blaze]

I was beginning to wonder what happened to ya, haven't seen you around for a bit. Good to hear ya

 

[VRubin]

Im sorry you're havin a rough time buddy, but glad to hear you're back on the wagon

 

[shatner]

Thanks, everyone!

I think they meant "When you get frustrated, You can always break some glass". Maybe - I dunno

Oh, I do a lot of that. You should see the area behind my workbench. I won't walk back there with shoes.

Look at Shag's avatar. Then you'll get it.

Ahhh...Yep. Do a lot of that, too. But in the glass industry we call them "Safety breaks". haha

 

[WhatAClumsyGirl]

Glad you are ok....and back with us too.


Definately will keep you in my thoughts and prayers...

Hugs,
Clumsy

 

[GoodDog]

Next time you even think about doing that again you get your .... in here and talk to us, ya hear? We're here for you!

 

[shatner]

Thanks, Gooddog, and Clumsy.