it has been 12 days and i want a cig more today than yesterday....why well i filled my epipe with 36mg and i'm sucking like a chimney....why i thought it got easier....not with me....i could fail
Are you sure your atomizer is clean and performing up to par? That would make a difference in the feeling/satisfaction you are getting.
Even if you have to "slip" and have a cig here or there don't consider it a failure and give up altogether. You'll find the right combo that works for you and until you do even if you smoke some you're still ahead by smoking less
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There is good information on snus, snuff, and things that could help you get back on track.
Second that - you probably need not just nicotine but MAOI too which you can get from Snus.