Mark that is on inspiring story to keep at it and fight hard! This past weekend I chugged away with the two Blu disposables and smoked less then a half pack between Friday night and Midday Monday! I know certain situations may have me reaching for an analog over the
vape like after eating, I know that's not going to go over well!
Well, everybody's different and your mileage may vary but I don't "fight". Every time I "fought" smoking, I lost. This is different. I came to like it
better. So I just kept losing interest in cigs. They taste awful, they're harsh, and they stink.
But while I was getting "settled in" and figuring out this
vaping thing, if I wanted a cig, I had one. Especially the big times like first thing in the morning with coffee or right after eating? But the more I found good e-liquids and figured out better kit and learned stuff from experienced folks around here, the less I cared about cigs. Still remember the first time I got up, thought about that first cig in the morning, thought "yuck" and grabbed the vaporizer instead. That "first cig of the day with coffee" just up and died one day.
It's not like any "quit" attempt I've ever done. In fact, I don't feel "quit". Just now blew a big cloud at the monitor. It's just not smoke anymore.
That's gotta be a big part of it for me at least. I'm inhaling something that's giving me the nicotine and exhaling clouds of stuff. It's not exactly like smoking but it's close. Enough I think it can fake out the part of my brain that has 30+ years of habit built up. And the best part is it's better. I just got in some Bananas Foster liquid (which is steeping right now). Oh and a Key Lime waiting for me in the living room once I get this post done.
Cigs are... well, there's menthol or not menthol.
I'm still new enough I'm doing a lot of sampling. You should see it, it's hilarious. A dozen little sample bottles lined up. Over the next few days, I'll be rotating between them, trying 'em out. And more on the way. But still spending less money than smoking. Texas jumped in behind the feds that last tax hike and doubled the cost here. Cartons shot to at least $60 for name brand. Some $65 to $70. I try not to think how much I was spending back then. I'm "splurging" right now on e-liquids and still spending nowhere near what I did back then.
The way this sort of... just happened to me? I thought I'd just let it run and see what happened. Not think of "quitting". Turned out that
vaping is more pleasant, more tasty, and has way more variety than smoking. And when I started getting more of that "oxygen" stuff people talk about so much (they claim it's healthy for ya), my energy started coming up and my moods even improved, the positives started snowballing and cigs became less and less attractive.
Today I've smoked 6 analogs which is more then half of what I'm at this time of the day. This morning I bought another Blu disposable as well as a pack of analogs. My first goal is after I grab a starter kit tonight from a local shop is that by the time I need to grab more juice/accessories next week, I still have the two packs I have now which would normally last me less then a day and a half! If I didn't see my dad vapin and cutting down his analogs to almost zero a day I wouldn't have believed it and right now I wouldn't be here typing, I'd be out back in the smoke shack non the wiser!
Heh, yeah. If I'd run into ECF before that weird incident with the disposable, I would have thought this was some nest of crazy people. Quitting isn't
fun. It's awful and miserable and you feel sick and angry and it's gum that burns your mouth or pills that make you loopy (Zyban, I almost had hallucinations) and you end up failing anyway. These nuts are claiming they're
enjoying quitting!
Turns out, they're right. This stuff is better. I'm enjoying it. I'm enjoying quitting.
I did not expect to ever say that lemme tell ya.
Now, I do gotta say, I've run into folks around that do have it rougher. There are multiple things in cigs that are addictive. Not just the nicotine. The tobacco companies did a lotta work on getting us all good and hooked. I think I probably have a fairly straightforward addiction to nicotine (though a really, really powerful one).
There can be rough spots, adjustment periods, times nothing tastes any good (oh that lovely "vaper's tongue", that's... fun... NOT), widgets going wonky, batteries acting up... you know, stuff happens. But you got ECF which is a phenomenal resource. There's not a question I've had nor seen asked that somebody around here doesn't know the particular subject inside and out.
And a supportive community to cheer you on too.
My main advice to the newer newbies (I'm still pretty green myself) is don't beat yourself up if you "dual use" at first. Some do. Some don't. I needed a "quick fix" of a cig once in a while at first. Give yourself time to get oriented in the vaping world and all its almost overwhelming options and figure out what works for you. Seems to me when you start hitting the right combinations of widgets and liquids, cigs really start to look like lame, awful tasting wastes of time.
I decided early on, given the weird way I fell into this, to not pressure myself. Like I don't plan on using one of the "counters" in my sig here. I deliberately leave the "door" open of "I can smoke anytime I want". Something about not trying to make it final works for me. Something about that stuff being a part of my life for so long makes some part of my brain want to freak out at the idea of "no, you can never, ever have one again".
I focus on enjoying vaping and end up just not wanting a cig.
Yah, kind of playing head games with myself I guess. But, man, those things were wrecking my health. If I gotta play goofy tricks on myself to psych me out... well, whatever works.
