Something rather odd happened and I wondered if this was a withdrawal from analogs. I keep thinking there'll be no withdrawal symptoms with vaping, but of course there's still the other 3999 chemicals my body is suddenly not getting, lol.
I found an e liquid I REALLY like. So I ordered a large bottle and have been happily watching the mail. And it's been snowing up north and it got snowed in at a post office for 3 days before the USPS sent it south. In the tracker it says it was delivered today, but it wasn't. And I still have lots of other liquids in my nic level. But I stuck my hand in the mail box and felt all around just in case I've gone blind and it really WAS there but I just couldn't see it. Then I went onto the front porch and moved the plants around and looked in the empty flowerpots just in case it had grown legs and climbed into one. Then I realized my heart was beating fast and I could see how stupid I must look and I felt like a ...... addict, lol. I mean, I've NEVER done that looking for a ciggy before and 20 days ago I was a 2PD girl. What was that about? An anxiety attack (to which I'm NOT prone)? Some sort of weird chemical withdrawal? I know it wasn't needing the e liquid becasue I have plenty of other flavors with nic in them. And the other thing is I'm craving food and eating more than usual, which is weird and I don't want to gain weight. Anyone had anything similar? I mean I get odd moments when I pick up my PV and then feel about for the lighter and start to panic when I can't find it, then I realize and laugh about it. But that thing with the e juice was REALLY weird...
I also had a moment gassing up the car - stuck the gas thingie in the gas tank then went to empty the ashtrays while it pumped the gas (my usual routine). Didn't have any ashtrays to empty. Kind of panicked and started searching the (clean) car for SOMETHING to throw away. It sounds silly, lol, but it really was kind of a freaky experience.
If you never tore the house up looking for a cig you were doing MUCH better than I was.
As for routines like dumping ash trays. Those take awhile to pass. When I first started vaping I'd be halfway to the door PV in hand heading out to smoke and suddenly realize "DUH you don't have to go out anymore." I still find myself fishing in my pocket for a lighter that isn't there.
Also don't discount how your changes in routine affect those that live with you. That first month I was vaping the hubby was nearly late to work 7 times. He was so used to that blast of air when I went out for my morning smoke that he used it to keep track of what time it was. I stopped going out and it messed him up something awful.