My doc has not responded to my freaking apology email. I guess I could get my husband to call him and explain what a sorry state I am in and like ask him to just let it go and do what I need.
I have a feeling he won't though. I guess I can call the pharmacy and find out. IDK. In any case, I'm kind of psyching me UP here like, "Anna, these are both extremely short acting drugs you can just cold turkey them, blitz yourself with Clonidine and be okay for work by Monday."
I mean, I am going to have to. I still have some of the other stuff but what's the point of tapering it because they I will feel like death halfway through my first week. IT's dumb to do it any other way, honestly. I am going be pretty darn useless for a few days but I don't know what else to do. Meh I guess it's like not even 8 am there.
Still. Oh, the trailer turned out to be this really cool scam, a "doctor" was like going somewhere and had to sell it quickly and she was using ebay "cars" and like she wanted to be paid in ebay gift cards and it all screamed SCAM!! I told her I could not pay her in gift cards and that I needed to like see a pic of her drivers license and the trailer title.
She responded with "I cannot believe you think I am a scam artist I am a "Good Christian Woman, type nonsense. I was like, "You seem awfully emotional for my requesting 3 very normal things: a normal way to pay, proof that you are who you say you are, and seeing the title of something I am electing to buy." Then she was like "call ebay cars." I explained I wanted (from the non ebay car number) to know how exactly he was connected to like the ACTUAL ebay cars and we had an exchange. It ended with me saying. "Wow you sound like a scam artist and he was all like, "You sound ......ED is what you sound like."
LOL so it seems my trailer dream will not be panning out. I do not care. Husband has found some apartments he is going to look at one now.
We just....1200 bucks plus all utilities, I MEAN it was an awesome house don't get me wrong. But our house is ABOUT to close, it truly is, I want as cheap as possible and somewhere to lay my weary detoxing head and not too many roaches and that's cool with me.
I hope I can get through it. ;IDK if I can but I better if I want to live, etc.
Anna