I tried to offer some support in PM, but it could never be enough. There is never enough at times like this. And so, here is a little more. I can feel it clear across the country, the pain and confusion. I can almost see you suffering. It has to be the most difficult of times. But please, do share, do voice and cry, and do take a minute for coffee and a walk in fresh air as Mary Kay suggested. It still won't be enough, but could perhaps help a little, and a little more, a little more...
Love you, dear...