ok... so I had an extra stressful day today. My dear son, 12 years old was a sweetheart and had dinner on the table when I returned home, what a nice treat! So after I ate, I found myself reaching for a cigarette!! UGH!! I havent smoked or had any cigarettes in the home, or even had a desire for a cigarette for 2 months now. I was shocked that I even had a moment, as subconscious as it may have been, that I would be reaching for something that hasnt been there in months. Now I'm not saying I'm craving a cigarette, just that I was reaching for one in the spot where they were usually kept when I did have them. The combination of stress and that old after a meal smoke just took hold in a big way today ... bleck @ the thought!
Has this happened to anyone else??
Has this happened to anyone else??