I was absolutely terrified of driving. I didn't get my license until two years ago and I'm 22.something about driving seemed to bring out the worst in me
Well it's not exactly the worst in me. It is just me shutting down. My worst would me walking down the side walk and gut kicking everyone I met, my wife in tow acting as translator. "He says, hello, excuse him." Kind of an anti-social introvert a lot of the time, here. I find myself fitting with my wife and another special person. Beyond that I find a lot of adversity to people in general. I genuinely do make an effort and am getting better at being more social. It simply isn't one of my better skill sets.
Small talk for me consists of asking your opinion on say all eight books of Aristotle's Metaphysics, or your take on the issue of titanium sporks. And I do this weird thing, where I gather up all the dots in the Big Picture and little picture, draw lines and connect them. In short I'm what used to be dubbed eccentric, now deemed generally crazy, mostly harmless.