You're not older, Andria - you're wiser and know what you want
There will come a day when our family Christmas Eves will change shape; the "kids" will splinter off in different directions and mom & dad will (gulp) no longer be with us. Knowing this, I make certain to savour the moments, allow my heart to soak it all in.
I do hope you have a nice holiday season, whatever form it takes.
Cheers, vape sistah!
ROFL!!! What I want is, to win the lottery, and not get any older. You know which of those is more likely...
I guess I'm wiser than I used to be; I've learned that what I want doesn't really matter that much, and to be as happy as I can manage with what I have.
I'm happy to be a non-smoker.
Happy holidays to you and yours too... enjoy!!!!!!

Andria