Ughhhh! :(

[ToniAnne]

I feel lame that I posted that I was having a rough time. I am supposed to be "strong" and believe that people can make it through anything... blahhhhhhhhhhh

I need to just keep reminding myself that I am lucky to be alive, have a wonderful husband, amazing, healthy, happy children and a roof over my head. *reminding myself now*



*Also, I wanted to add that this has nothing to do with PV's or juice or anything. I am good to go and do not need anything more than I have, just a rough time in general and I posted here because I trust you guys and know you are here for me!

 

[lilith79]

(((((hugs)))))

 

[VRubin]

Toni, I'm sorry Seems like everything for everyone has been less than great lately.. it must be in the air. I hope you feel better soon. If you need to talk, please send me a PM.

 

[sensay]

Sweetie I know how you feel!! You will see me post all the time that I do not know what Id do with out you guys! And I mean it! It is the one place where I know someone will try to make me smile! Free feel to pm me if you need someone to talk to! I am here for you! And trust me you are not alone!!1

 

[Lioness]

((((Toni)))) sorry you're going through such a rough patch right now.

 

[tiburonfirst]

hey, toni, it's ok! it helps to vent some and, without a doubt, it's bound to get better!
in the meanwhile
xoxoxoxoxo

 

[UntamedRose]

it will be alright darlin, just give it a bit I'm sure thing will get better

and dont worry about it, I make mini rants all the time....maybe we need a Non-ecig FTA thread

 

[ToniAnne]

Thanks guys I thought it might make me feel better, but I don't know that it did. I appreciate you all writing though! So much! I just want to go hibernate for a month or something Can't I be a bear?

 

[ToniAnne]

Sweetie I know how you feel!! You will see me post all the time that I do not know what Id do with out you guys! And I mean it! It is the one place where I know someone will try to make me smile! Free feel to pm me if you need someone to talk to! I am here for you! And trust me you are not alone!!1

I don't know right now what i would do without you guys, either! You all have made the past month a little easier to bear. It's possible we will have to cancel the internet soon, so I may lose you all for a while and it makes me even more sad to think about that! I can get to the site on my phone but it is SOOOO slow. At least my phone is under contract so we won't be able to shut it off.

 

[Fudgey]

I have have been having hard month also, I know when I have a really bad day it seems like there is nothing that is going to make it better. I want to be a bear sometimes to, maybe we can share a cave? Just take life right now a minute at a time.
(((((Toni_Dov)))))

 

[ToniAnne]

I have have been having hard month also, I know when I have a really bad day it seems like there is nothing that is going to make it better. I want to be a bear sometimes to, maybe we can share a cave? Just take life right now a minute at a time.
(((((Toni_Dov)))))

I'm sorry you're feeling the same as me. I would gladly share a cave with ya, as long as my kids, hubby and pets can come hibernate with us! lol

 

[GoodDog]

Oh Toni I'm so sorry life is hard right now. It will change and 6 months from now it will be just a memory. It's so hard when mere survival is difficult and there doesn't seem to be light at the end of the tunnel, but there is. So many are going through hard times and it's good that you are here with people that care and will always be available for you. It's time to reach deep inside and find that strength to get through this and make life even better than it was. Sometimes life has to kick us in the ... to wake us up and get us moving forward. (((hugs)))

 

[GoodDog]

Dang Fudge, not you too! I wish I could rescue all of you! I don't want any of you to hurt. I'm always just a PM away.

 

[sandyk]

Look at the quote beneath my signature, Toni.........it is true if you believe it.

The last year has been painful for me also. I have one daughter who has had cervical cancer and another daughter where something is wrong with the optic nerves in her eyes (don't have the diagnosis yet..waiting on further results from tests)....seems like things never go smooth in my life.......but I know that God is there for me if I call on him and believe that He knows what is best.

 

[Fudgey]

I'm sorry you're feeling the same as me. I would gladly share a cave with ya, as long as my kids, hubby and pets can come hibernate with us! lol

Your family can come but mine have to stay home thats where my problems are coming from, except for my puppy she's going with me.

 

[Fudgey]

Dang Fudge, not you too! I wish I could rescue all of you! I don't want any of you to hurt. I'm always just a PM away.

Can I come live with you until the men in my life get jobs, you are so nice!!

 

[ToniAnne]

Oh Toni I'm so sorry life is hard right now. It will change and 6 months from now it will be just a memory. It's so hard when mere survival is difficult and there doesn't seem to be light at the end of the tunnel, but there is. So many are going through hard times and it's good that you are here with people that care and will always be available for you. It's time to reach deep inside and find that strength to get through this and make life even better than it was. Sometimes life has to kick us in the ... to wake us up and get us moving forward. (((hugs)))

I hope that is how it works, doll! I have been hoping that since December though, so that should mean we are at the 6 month point now. Not happening. Treading water is SO hard to do for a long time! I'm tired!

 

[thelook]

Seems like hard/bad/sad/ times are on the rise this month.....prayers/hugs/good vibes sent your way {{{{toni}}}}

 

[GoodDog]

Can I come live with you until the men in my life get jobs, you are so nice!!

You are always welcome but bring a sleeping bag 'cause my dog and cat sleep with me on my twin daybed. LOL My studio cottage is very small but I'll make room. My friend came from Scotland for 2 weeks and we survived.

 

[ToniAnne]

Look at the quote beneath my signature, Toni.........it is true if you believe it.

The last year has been painful for me also. I have one daughter who has had cervical cancer and another daughter where something is wrong with the optic nerves in her eyes (don't have the diagnosis yet..waiting on further results from tests)....seems like things never go smooth in my life.......but I know that God is there for me if I call on him and believe that He knows what is best.

Oh, Sandy! I'm sorry! I hope your daughters are doing as well as they can be, and that a diagnosis comes quickly and is something that can be treated and corrected. It is so hard to be strong all the time, but it seems a person is always stronger when it comes to those they love. I know that is how it works with me.