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jlcarey03

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Sigh.

Having more trouble this week than last with real cigarettes.

Last week I was down to one or two a day, this week I seem to be having just ugly cravings. Smoking five or six. Wish I could just magically go back.

I'm sorry you are struggling this week. I know how frustrating that can be. A week after I was introduced to vaping I lost someone very special to me very suddenly and without warning. That was almost 2 months ago. I picked the smokes back up, heavily, for a bit and beat myself up endlessly over it. When I finally decided to give myself a break and let it happen on its own it became easier. I still have half a pack sitting in my spot on the porch because it just makes me feel better to have it there. I hope I will never need it again but it reminds me to be a little kinder to myself when things are hard.
I hope you can find ways to be kind to yourself as well. It will come.
 

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*Jen**Oh how sweet**..Thank you for that Jen {{{{{hugs}}}} I am *so very sorry* about your special someone aww* goodness* and that is so thoughtful of you to share that in order to help others....oh just love the friends and support and just everything here.. thank you so* and it's so nice to see you again...what a sweetie you are too ** ...xoxoox PS If I can ever bring you anything just let me know..*
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I'm sorry you are struggling this week. I know how frustrating that can be. A week after I was introduced to vaping I lost someone very special to me very suddenly and without warning. That was almost 2 months ago. I picked the smokes back up, heavily, for a bit and beat myself up endlessly over it. When I finally decided to give myself a break and let it happen on its own it became easier. I still have half a pack sitting in my spot on the porch because it just makes me feel better to have it there. I hope I will never need it again but it reminds me to be a little kinder to myself when things are hard.
I hope you can find ways to be kind to yourself as well. It will come.
 
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**Peek** SO good to see you ** I hope you are doing well and oh how sweet * you are thank you for your support aww just love it* and that is so very true too* I hope you are enjoying the summer and school is going well for you Peek* Hope to chat soon I think I just missed you..my niece is keeping my very busy*she's tiring me out ha* but I am thinking of you
* big {{{{hugs}}}} to you...xoxoxoxo


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Hang in the Noxx, life is life and sometimes the course of least resistance is best :) No one here is going to judge you if you smoke a few. The great thing is that you haven't given up!!!!!! Sometimes vaping sucks and sometimes it is rad. Just know we are all here for you :)
 

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Awww Pri you are to sweet. I miss our chats too, but love on that little niece of yours!!! That is pure unadulterated JOY!!! They are sweethearts and it is these memories that you hold so deep in your heart as they get older. :) I am hoping and praying that I can go see mine over in Japan close to Christmas. Give that sweetheart a giant bear hug.
 
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ooh so glad** here you are Peek* {{{hugs}}}* and so true too*.... they grow so very fast too wow is she getting big aww just too cute and so darn smart wow* You have some too don't you Peek? I hope you get to see them soon..* {{{{hugs}}} Are you planning to go anywhere this summer? Any visiting or vacation or anything....? I will be going up to my brother's it's so pretty there too...big yard, fireplace...very nice and lots and lots of deer..we don't have anything like that here in the city........being in CO I bet you have some beautiful animals there Peek..*
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Awww Pri you are to sweet. I miss our chats too, but love on that little niece of yours!!! That is pure unadulterated JOY!!! They are sweethearts and it is these memories that you hold so deep in your heart as they get older. :)
 
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I wish we were going anywhere exciting but my school is year round. We do go camping and down to the lake on the weekends. Last weekend we went to the fair and watched a demolition derby, it was a lot of fun. I have 3 nieces, I miss them so much and have been planning since last year to try to go see them in Japan. Wow it is so expensive to fly over there, but I miss there funny little faces so much!!
 

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**Aww Peek
{{{{hugs}}}} I will be hoping you save up enough wow Japan how fantastic but oh so so far away no wonder* goodness* oh would be great if you both had skype or something so you could 'see' them throughout the year* and oh love that you are going away on weekends and things..sounds like a lot of fun..and so so pretty I just love things like that...and you spending quality time with hubby too* wonderful..*fingers crossed* you get those tickets one day soon sweetheart {{{{{hugs}}}} to you~ xxoxoxo I saw this little hand made baby toy of an owl...thought you would get a kick Peek sooo cute*
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~ **JJ*
WOW o WOW goodness* what a beautiful pic oh JJ* aww thank you so* that is just so pretty I just love it*ooh and love John CM too you sweetheart * So happy that you came and just love seeing you* I hope you new GD is doing well*..I bet she is a little darling**I am taking the little one out today.. I hope you have a fantastic day JJ** {{{{{hugs}}}} to you~ xoxoxo A tigger on TV for ya*
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*Jerry Good Morning to you too and I hope you have a great day Jerry...love the pic*... thank you for the wishes* Well seems I found pics for those who came today so here is one for you too~
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Well good morning/afternoon sweet friends ** I hope those of you who sleep...slept well and had sweet dreams too* and I hope you all wake to a wonderful new day...Those with troubles of any kind are in our thoughts and prayers as always as well as our service men and women..ever grateful I am going to take my niece out and about today* See you all later on...taking the little one out and about today...but oh I stayed up way too late on ECF oh goodness* ha..have to have a LOT of coffee* to get going..wow*..Enjoy your day sweet friends *Hope it's full of smiles~ {{{{hugs}}}} to you ~ xooxoxo


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Laugh and Love with all your might, Kiss and Hug and Snuggle tight, Let go of Sadness and Regret, Say I Love You every chance you get.

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Hello, everyone!

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That was a sweet peace sign that you added, Super Dave! Thanks!

I'm sorry you are struggling this week. I know how frustrating that can be. A week after I was introduced to vaping I lost someone very special to me very suddenly and without warning. That was almost 2 months ago. I picked the smokes back up, heavily, for a bit and beat myself up endlessly over it. When I finally decided to give myself a break and let it happen on its own it became easier. I still have half a pack sitting in my spot on the porch because it just makes me feel better to have it there. I hope I will never need it again but it reminds me to be a little kinder to myself when things are hard.
I hope you can find ways to be kind to yourself as well. It will come.

I am so sorry for your loss! I lost one of my best friends to cancer not too long ago and my grandmother passed last month! My friend, I expected, but I didn't expect my grandmother to pass! She was quite a strong stubborn woman! Either way, it hurts and I hope that you are healing!

Found this picture and had to post it here. :D

Very pretty, JJ! I love it!

Pri, you are so sweet! I love all your images! I saved quite a few for wallpaper on my PC! :D

Noxx, how are you doing today? I hope you are hanging in there! My husband smokes cigs and vapes, too! He just can't seem to give up the cigs. Someday he will, I hope!

I had a great visit with my orthopedic surgeon! He is willing to replace my knee once I lose some more weight! First, he is going to try and get my insurance to cover the Synvisc One injection. I also have to go through some physical therapy! I am so excited, because I really want to get off disability and work once I graduate from college! My goal is to be a paralegal! :D

Here are some pics that I found for all of you! I hope you enjoy them and are having a great day! :)





This is such a beautiful horse, but I am not sure what kind it is! I am not a big horse fan, but I love all animals!

 

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**Tina oh wow* How gorgeous* oh just love them *oh you know how to find them wow* oh thank you so*and so glad you find some here that you love too* it's great to see you*..and oh Tina* so sorry to hear about your grandmother aww biggest {{{{{hugs}}} to you how hard for you* and goodness how sweet to give support just love it* AND GOOD LUCK TINA wow how fantastic a paralegal wow* fantastic job* and how exciting for you oh and what a thing to look forward to..oh I hope the PT goes well for you and and you can get that done Tina I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers...*
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.............and butterflies * .............{{{hugs}}} xoxoxo

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Hello everyone! I don't always have time to post during my "fly-bys) but I want you all to know you give me a lift with your pics and songs and sweet words. So thank you for that!
Tina I'm sorry for your losses too. A new career is a great thing to look forward to. And finishing school is a wonderful accomplishment! It sounds like there are good things in store for you. :)
Pri, you are a positive force to be reckoned with! I have a good friend who has been going through a bit of an identity crisis lately, trying to find her place in this big wide world. I told her one of her biggest strengths is that she makes the people around her feel good and what an incredible gift! You remind me of her!
Unfortunately it has been a very difficult few months for me. Sometimes you can be surrounded by good people but still get lonely when things are dark. I'm glad to have found you all in this ginormous place that is ECF. :)
 

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Well* goodness* I just had time to pop in with the little one here.... and SO glad I did*

oh Jen* So happy you fly by and had time too*..oh how sweet of you *aww thank you so* and what a sweet friend you are and she sounds very special * and I truly hope she finds what she needs to be happy* Having a friend like you will surely help* that has to be hard...she is very lucky to have you Jen... * and oh big {{{{{hugs}}}} to you* I am SO sorry you have lonely times* If there is anything I can do for you to help please let me know ok* a certain kind of song or pic or quote whatever Jen* I will try my best for you* There is such a wide variety of tastes here in just about everything ...and I am SO so glad 'you' found 'us' Jen*.. There are others ..you are not alone * So nice to see you and SO glad you enjoy coming too * Just love that *.We all do thank you so* and I/we hope to see you soon Jen..* xoxoxox .

..I was just taking time to find some pics..........

.I heard this song on youtube so pretty I thought*..never heard him before at least I don't think so..no time to find out .............I hope you all have a fantastic and happy evening friends * thinking of you * {{{{{hugs}}}} xoxoxo




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“If you look deep within, you will find a brilliant light. To many, far too many, squint and turn away from the shine. Let your eyes adjust, and bathe in the radiance.”
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Hi Pri and Gang! Redhat, Redhat, Where you at?

I'm indoctrinating RedHat into ways of the south.... :laugh:

This IS how many of us sound, and this IS how many of us talk. Well, me, anyways.... it has some baddie words in so just providing the link. Enjoy!

Sh%t Southern Women Say, Episode 1 - YouTube
 

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Oh** Sun** Ha** ........love it*.... just love that aww* "well bless your heart" < in a good way***.......that is just the sweetest ha oh just too cute oh coming from up here we 'Yankees' do get a 'kick' out of that* we truly do* oh I think it is SO darling* i mean it* ha Such a charming life in the south from what I have seen and oh so beautiful too* love it sweet friend* thank you so oh RHP is going to get a kick so will Redd and have no idea who else but I think it's just something* {{{{hugs}}} thank you so for sharing*............and thought these were too cute* and such fun...xoxooxxo
*Ps and thank you again for the lovely sentiment in your thank you sweet Sun*

.hope they don't offend you sweet friend..if they do I will take them down*

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Hi Pri and Gang! Redhat, Redhat, Where you at?

I'm indoctrinating RedHat into ways of the south.... :laugh:

This IS how many of us sound, and this IS how many of us talk. Well, me, anyways.... it has some baddie words in so just providing the link. Enjoy!

Sh%t Southern Women Say, Episode 1 - YouTube
 
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Hi Noxx * so nice to see you * wow that's a lot of batteries I bet... and * flashlights* oh love them*...something about them.
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.oh bet you have a nice collection too....and oh Noxx...the girls and gang left you some nice supportive advice about your hard nights fighting of cigs and I left you a link to a thread they have here on ECF just for those times if you want to take a look back and see.not sure if you saw them....up to you....Hope you are having a 'good' night tonight * and if I can bring you anything just leave let me know I will be happy to try to get it for you..I'll be checking back ok*


My wife's Vamo, and a new shipment of 18650's came in. Gonna have to make a new battery station at this rate, between the mods and my flashlight addiction.
 
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