Wanted to, I mean REALLY wanted to smoke an analog after the election results tonight. I'm a pretty confident guy most of the time but I just feel shaken. For the first time in a long time, Im scared and worried for my family and our future.
I didnt pick up an analog, I chain vaped 5ml of Hype, so I guess I can call that a victory but I still feel sick to my stomach. Im not trying to turn this into a political rant, weve all heard too many of those in the past week or so please keep your political comments either for or against to yourself.Im just saying how I feel and what led to such a strong urge to smoke.I think the worst is past, Im going to go take a shower and get ready for work.
I appreciate having this forum and knowing that I have the support of a lot of other people out there who want to see me succeed.I think just being able to post this has helped a lot in that regard and for that I thank you. Ill keep you guys updated, Im really hoping I can make my 30 day mark without falling off the wagon.
I didnt pick up an analog, I chain vaped 5ml of Hype, so I guess I can call that a victory but I still feel sick to my stomach. Im not trying to turn this into a political rant, weve all heard too many of those in the past week or so please keep your political comments either for or against to yourself.Im just saying how I feel and what led to such a strong urge to smoke.I think the worst is past, Im going to go take a shower and get ready for work.
I appreciate having this forum and knowing that I have the support of a lot of other people out there who want to see me succeed.I think just being able to post this has helped a lot in that regard and for that I thank you. Ill keep you guys updated, Im really hoping I can make my 30 day mark without falling off the wagon.