When I let myself run out of coils and
juice near the end of 2014, (mod was also dated and unsatisfying), and was also going through some major stress due to negative changes in my life, I went back to smoking.. and smoked over a year.
However, I didn't just "give up" forever. I regret adding an 18th year to my smoking "career", and am now happily
vaping exclusively again. I was using an original MVP and Kanger Evods before. Now, you can sub ohm at >100W for under $100, without having a clue how to twist a coil yourself. The
major advances in gear that occurred while I was "away" made it a lot easier to kick the cigs again, and get excited about vaping.
If you're
serious about getting off the stinkies, (it's difficult but there are
so many reasons to do it), you'll be back, even if it takes awhile.
In the meantime, don't feel sorry for yourself, or expect us to, (I certainly didn't). You're an adult. You can smoke, or not. It's your decision. I hope you choose not to.