I too know how you feel,I paid for $50 worth of stuff for somebody to build me a 5v mod,they took the stuff and I never got my mod,saved up again and bought one.Its hard when you want to move up and the bugdet wont allow.Its very hard when everyone is always getting new stuff and you cant.Just bear with it,it will come.If I had something extra Id help you out,but Ive already given most of my stuff to people in PIF.I got sick a while back and havent gotten better yet,still costing me a fortune in med bills.Just dont lose heart.Things always come along when you need them.Your a good person and Im sure it will work out.