Note: Tropical Bob is my guru and i follow his experiments closely
Bearing in mind that i am 68 years old, disabled for 15 years, diabetic, arthritis, high cholesterol, bipolar with depression and anxiety, and may heart voices if i am alone too much, and perhaps undiagnosed Parkinson's disease and stopped using the free VA medications because they were screwing me up worse than no medication.. Just a typical ex- Navy basket case i guess..
i have tried most everything and still something is missing in non combustible tobacco,
could it be that i am also dependent on one of the combustion products, like maybe i am also a carbon monoxide junkie also or some other combustion product, i have tried other tobacco alkaloid replacement and with it my writing is legible, without it i can't recognize what i am writing as writing ( kind of a basket case i guess ) but still i need a cigarette every once in a while like 5 a day.. Is there any logic or theory concerning this?
Note: i have also used Passion Flower extract, it works somewhat at calming me down but at the VA i was a Librium and flexeril junkie so i may have wore out that avenue
another option/thought: maybe the reason that i smoked 40 cigarettes a day is because what i desire/need isn't in the cigarettes or only there in insufficient amounts, or is it that my brain is destroying it faster than it is being produced or obtained?
Bearing in mind that i am 68 years old, disabled for 15 years, diabetic, arthritis, high cholesterol, bipolar with depression and anxiety, and may heart voices if i am alone too much, and perhaps undiagnosed Parkinson's disease and stopped using the free VA medications because they were screwing me up worse than no medication.. Just a typical ex- Navy basket case i guess..

i have tried most everything and still something is missing in non combustible tobacco,
could it be that i am also dependent on one of the combustion products, like maybe i am also a carbon monoxide junkie also or some other combustion product, i have tried other tobacco alkaloid replacement and with it my writing is legible, without it i can't recognize what i am writing as writing ( kind of a basket case i guess ) but still i need a cigarette every once in a while like 5 a day.. Is there any logic or theory concerning this?
Note: i have also used Passion Flower extract, it works somewhat at calming me down but at the VA i was a Librium and flexeril junkie so i may have wore out that avenue
another option/thought: maybe the reason that i smoked 40 cigarettes a day is because what i desire/need isn't in the cigarettes or only there in insufficient amounts, or is it that my brain is destroying it faster than it is being produced or obtained?