Quit, Don't quit , Vaper you worry too much about what is and what will be.

Well 4 Almost 4 months in and still going strong without a single stinky. Atleast by this point I almost neve pat my pockets during the day looking for a cigarette. I still find myself walking by someone smoking and the smell of the cigarette smells incredible. A few times I have been tempted by this smell to ask for one but, instead puffed away on my E-cig until I fealt as though i would pass out if i puffed anymore. I have had a co-worker who is quitting a dip habbit and we have shared the back and foruth struggle of quitting and he has used NRT as his way out. I am still puffing away. He asks me how my quitting is going and I always answer him fine and we usually discuss the ins and outs of it but really, i am not sure that I am ready to quit vaping. I have been stepping down the Nic level. I started at 18-24mg juice and now I use 12mg having stepped slowly from 24-18 to 18 to 16 and then to 12. I enjoyed smoking nad now enjoy vaping. I dont know if or when I will quit. I feel ashamed at times that i should do more to step down. Personally I concel the fact that I dont care if i ever quit vaping. I enjoy it nearly as much as I did smoking. In my eyes it is still enough that I am concerning myself with the health hazards of smoking and making a healthier choice. In time I plan to continue to back off the nic level. But thats not today. It's for another day. When I damned good and ready to do so.

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