I still want a stinkie at times. I think it is just old habit trying to rear its ugly head. Sometimes I think about how nice it would be to have a martini or a great glass of wine. I have been clean and sober for 29 years. It happens. I just don't take the drink and I just don't grab a stinkie. It gets easier with time. Every temptation/urge that is overcome makes us stronger for the next time.
I started vaping to save some money and smell better. Lord, but my clothes, purse (yep, leather picks up smoke smell something awful), hair, everything would smell so bad from smoking in the truck while I was driving. And hubby quit smoking in 2003 so he would grimace when I would kiss him hello when I would come home off the truck. Not a very romantic homecoming to be sure. Shower first, hello second!
I had no set plan to give up cigs but it just happened. I gave myself permission to smoke until I didn't want to smoke anymore. I finished all that I had with me and just didn't buy any more. I did smoke one more about a week after that when I was truly stressed out. It didn't change my stress one little bit, I smelled badly enough that I could smell it all over me even though I smoked outside. So, now I grab my PV and make sure it is the one with the 18mg juice and chain vape until the urge leaves.
Sorry about the long post. I just want to encourage you to be easy on yourself. You are doing something great by vaping instead of smoking. As it has been said, pat yourself on the back for every stinkie NOT SMOKED. One day you will look back and be unable to remember the last time you smoked. I don't see myself ever giving up my PV unless it is proven to be very harmful for some reason. I just love the heck out of all my flavors and clouds of vapor!!!! I will be forever grateful to my buddy who turned me on to a decent PV and the alternative to stinkies!!!