i think i'm just going to give up.
this has turned out to be another thing i'd love to do, but apparently don't have the budget for.
i can't figure out which model is going to make me happy by the information available. i've tried to collect the information myself, but there's just too much of it. it seems like the only way for me to figure out what is what, would be to buy one of every single thing so i can cut through the b.s. of confusing names and model numbers.
i've tried to ask questions, but everyone seems biased to their personal preference, so there's too many different opinions.
i've also been very low on cash the last few weeks. i gathered up my extra cash to help finish my "second mom's" back yard for her xmas present. it's a long story, but her basement was leaking so i paid a guy to fix the drainage in her yard. she needs her basement dry more than i need a toy to get a clove fix. (the woman gave me a home for a year when i was jobless. i owe her my life)
so now i'm back to looking at e-cig models to see if i can get myself one for xmas, and i am just rehashing the frustration i was experiencing a month ago.
it seems any attempt i make to enjoy anything, becomes too complicated or fails miserably. i don't know why i try to do anything for myself at all.
apologies to anyone who inadvertently read this. i just thought if i wrote it out i'd feel a little relief. i don't. i'm actually in the process of taking myself off of some medications that i won't be able to afford next year. it's really messing with my head. i think i'll just go home and go to bed.
my latest confusion is that i thought i had myself narrowed down to between a 4081 or an M402. but i found a thread today that says that V4L has clove cartomizers, which is what i really wanted to begin with. and that model is a KR808! so now i have to compare all over again between the 3.
someone please shoot me.
this has turned out to be another thing i'd love to do, but apparently don't have the budget for.
i can't figure out which model is going to make me happy by the information available. i've tried to collect the information myself, but there's just too much of it. it seems like the only way for me to figure out what is what, would be to buy one of every single thing so i can cut through the b.s. of confusing names and model numbers.
i've tried to ask questions, but everyone seems biased to their personal preference, so there's too many different opinions.
i've also been very low on cash the last few weeks. i gathered up my extra cash to help finish my "second mom's" back yard for her xmas present. it's a long story, but her basement was leaking so i paid a guy to fix the drainage in her yard. she needs her basement dry more than i need a toy to get a clove fix. (the woman gave me a home for a year when i was jobless. i owe her my life)
so now i'm back to looking at e-cig models to see if i can get myself one for xmas, and i am just rehashing the frustration i was experiencing a month ago.
it seems any attempt i make to enjoy anything, becomes too complicated or fails miserably. i don't know why i try to do anything for myself at all.
apologies to anyone who inadvertently read this. i just thought if i wrote it out i'd feel a little relief. i don't. i'm actually in the process of taking myself off of some medications that i won't be able to afford next year. it's really messing with my head. i think i'll just go home and go to bed.
my latest confusion is that i thought i had myself narrowed down to between a 4081 or an M402. but i found a thread today that says that V4L has clove cartomizers, which is what i really wanted to begin with. and that model is a KR808! so now i have to compare all over again between the 3.
someone please shoot me.
